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your chance had come, but you seem to have thrown it away again, somehow." "My chance! My dear Mrs Van Stolz, what on earth `chance' are you alluding to?" "Oh, how very innocent we are!" she rejoined archly, while her husband chuckled. "Well, it may not be true, but they say Miss Ridsdale and the doctor take moonlight walks together." This shaft, meant to be deadly, seemed to fly utterly wide. Roden, who was engaged lighting his pipe at the moment, continued to do so with unmoved countenance and hand as steady as a rock. "And if it is true, I don't see what earthly business it is of mine," he answered, in so perfectly equable a voice as to astonish his hearers. "Really I have no more right to challenge Miss Ridsdale's acts than, say, Lambert himself has." "Perhaps he has by this time, Musgrave," struck in Mr Van Stolz mischievously. "In that event, still less can it be any business of mine," was the perfectly good-humoured rejoinder. As a matter of fact, Roden disliked this form of chaff; but he liked the utterers of it more than a little, and knew that they meant it as nothing but sheer fun; moreover, he was far too thorough a student of human nature to afford prominence to a distasteful topic by appearing to shrink from it. Nor was his unconcern in any degree forced. It was not in him to be jealous of Lambert, or indeed, of anybody. Jealousy was a word which, done into a definition, meant going begging to a given person for a consideration beyond what that person felt--a despicable lowering of himself, towards which Roden Musgrave felt no temptation. He rated himself at far too high a value for that. If Mona's apparently unaccountable conduct were of set design, if her distant reserve were intended to draw him the more ardently to her feet, to bind him more closely in her chains, if she were really making use of the rather stale and transparent trick of playing off one against the other, why then she was indulging in a very risky game. With nine men out of ten that sort of thing might answer; with this one, never. He was beginning to think of her with something of aversion, bordering on contempt. So the weeks went by and Christmas had come, but there was a sullen, boding, uneasy feeling; for the restlessness of the border tribes had been growing apace. Doppersdorp, however, managed to make merry, after its kind, and got up rifle matches, and athletics, and balls, of a mixed and republican
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