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the quarters of the city from the quays to fine old streets, to forgotten alleys, to the Cite on the Ile, then again by the fresh gay avenues of the Champs Elysees to the Bois, again to the quays, and, when well up the river, he would sometimes board the boat and come back down the Seine, dreaming, musing, creating, and, floating home, would take the big boot upstairs. "By Jove, Tony!" Dearborn remarked, examining the boots closely, "it's not fair! One of us will have to _drive_ if you don't let up, old man!" Dearborn, when he did not haunt his cafe and when inspiration failed, would haunt the Bibliotheque Nationale, and amongst the "Rats de litterature"--savant, actor, poet, amongst the cold and weary who lounge in the chairs of the library to dream, to get warm, and to imagine real firesides with one's own books and one's own walls around them--Dearborn would sit for hours poring over old manuscripts from which he had hoped to extract inspiration, listening, as do his sort, for "the voices." CHAPTER VII It was a year of privation, but there were moments spent on the threshold of Paradise. His materials, barrels of clay and plaster, were costly. Dearborn said that he thanked God he had a "metier" requiring no further expenditure than a pot of ink and a lot of paper. "The ideas," he told Fairfax, "are expensive, and I think, old man, that I shall have to _buy_ some. I find that they will not come unless I invite them to dinner!" Neither of the young men had made a hearty meal for an unconsciously long time. The weather grew colder and they lived as they could on Fairfax's day wage. At this time, when during the hours of his freedom he was housed with his companion, Fairfax was overwhelmed by the rush of his ideas and his desire to create. He would not let himself long for solitude, for he was devoted to his friend and grateful for his companionship and affection, but a certain piece of work had haunted him since his first Sunday afternoon at the Louvre, and he was eager to finish the statue he had begun and to send it to the Salon. The Visions no longer eluded him--ever present, sometimes they overpowered him by their obsession. They flattered the young man, seeming to embrace him, called to him, uplifted him until heights levelled before his eyes and became roads upon which he walked lightly, and his pride in his own power grew. Antony forgot to be humble. He was his own master--he had scor
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