FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107  
108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   >>   >|  
loyalty." "I feel that I am responsible for bringing her to Paris," Barrington answered. "I would risk my life to carry her safely back to Beauvais." Bruslart looked at him keenly for a moment, then held out his hand. "Monsieur, I am ungenerous, if not in words in my thoughts. It is not to be supposed that I should be the only man to be attracted by Mademoiselle St. Clair, yet I am a little jealous. You have had an opportunity of helping her that has not been given to me. You have been able to prove yourself in her eyes; I have not. Has not my folly been her ruin?" "You have the opportunity now," said Barrington, whose hand was still clasped in Lucien's. "You do not understand my meaning." "Only that we pledge ourselves to release mademoiselle." "And the real strength underlying this resolve? Is it not that we both love her?" Barrington drew back a little, and felt the color tingle in his face. Since the moment he had first seen her this woman had hardly been absent from his thoughts, yet from the first he had known that she was pledged to another man, and therefore she was sacred. Deep down in his nature, set there perchance by some long-forgotten ancestor, cavalier in spirit, yet with puritan tendencies in thought, there was a stronger sense of right and wrong than is given to most men perhaps. As well might he allow himself to love another's wife, as to think of love for another man's promised wife. The standard of morality had been easy to keep, since, until now, love for neither wife nor maid had tempted him; but during the last two or three days the fierce testing fires had burned within him. It had been easy to think evil of the man who stood before him, easy to hope that there might be evil in him, so that Jeanne St. Clair being free because of this evil, he might have the right to win her if he could. Lucien Bruslart's quiet statement came like an accusation; it showed him in a moment that in one sense at any rate he had fallen before the temptation, for if he had not allowed himself to think of love, he had yielded to the mean wish that her lover might prove unworthy. It helped him also to rise superior to the temptation. "I may have had ungenerous thoughts, too," he said, "but they have gone." "And only love remains," Bruslart returned, the slight rise in his tone making the words a question rather than a statement. "Your love, monsieur, my admiration and respect. These I certainly hav
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107  
108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

thoughts

 

Barrington

 

Bruslart

 

moment

 

opportunity

 

statement

 
Lucien
 
temptation
 

ungenerous

 
returned

tempted
 

slight

 
making
 

fierce

 

respect

 

admiration

 
monsieur
 
testing
 

morality

 

promised


standard

 
question
 

showed

 

accusation

 
superior
 

fallen

 

yielded

 
helped
 
allowed
 

unworthy


remains

 

burned

 

Jeanne

 

Mademoiselle

 

jealous

 

helping

 

meaning

 

pledge

 

understand

 

clasped


attracted

 

answered

 

bringing

 

loyalty

 

responsible

 
safely
 
Monsieur
 

supposed

 
Beauvais
 

looked