o his own mental gauging, and so unmoved in her flippancy,
"that's pretty nearly it."
She nodded at him again, whether to hearten him or to assure him of
their perfect unison he could not tell.
"It was an awful jolt, wasn't it?" she inquired frankly. "You know, I
should think it might make some of them laugh, the ones they say observe
us from--where is it from? Mars? up in the heavens somewhere. It's like
reading a bitter sort of book. It is funny. Rookie, don't you think it's
funny?"
Raven remembered a character in Mr. Owen Wister's "Virginian," the hen
crazed by her thwarted destiny.
"Well," he said, quoting "The Virginian," "not so damned funny either.
But how the dickens did you know what I was going to say?"
"Because it's what we've all come back to," said she, "and what
everybody that stayed at home feels, or ought to if they've got anything
inside their nuts. Just think, Rookie! we were like the great multitude
in the Bible, somewhere, praising God. We broke our idols and--I don't
know what we didn't do. And now we're not scared any more, we've set 'em
up again: same old idols. Rookie, I bet you the only reason we ever
sacrificed to God at all was because we thought He was the biggest joss
and things were so desperate and all, we'd better make a sure thing of
it. And now we think we aren't in any particular danger, seems as if the
little gods would do, same as they did before; and they're not so
expensive."
"Goodness, Nan!" said Raven, "how naughty you are. You didn't use to run
on so."
"I haven't talked very much to you," said Nan drily, "not since I grew
up."
He knew it was true, and knew also that the reason was, if she had
allowed her lips to utter it, "Aunt Anne wouldn't let me."
"But," she said, "I don't understand altogether. I know you're mad and
discouraged and all the rest of it. But I don't see what Dick has got to
do with it."
"It's simply this," said Raven. "I'm going away."
She looked at him in what seemed to be serious alarm.
"Relief work?" she asked. "Reconstruction?"
"No," said Raven. "I don't believe I should be any good to them. There
isn't a blamed thing I can do, so far as I see, except for what money
I've got. I'm no good, Nan. I shouldn't sell for my hide and horns. And
I hate the whole blamed show. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the system,
from the beasts that devour one another to the rest of us. And I'm
simply going to desert. I'm going to run away."
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