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o his own mental gauging, and so unmoved in her flippancy, "that's pretty nearly it." She nodded at him again, whether to hearten him or to assure him of their perfect unison he could not tell. "It was an awful jolt, wasn't it?" she inquired frankly. "You know, I should think it might make some of them laugh, the ones they say observe us from--where is it from? Mars? up in the heavens somewhere. It's like reading a bitter sort of book. It is funny. Rookie, don't you think it's funny?" Raven remembered a character in Mr. Owen Wister's "Virginian," the hen crazed by her thwarted destiny. "Well," he said, quoting "The Virginian," "not so damned funny either. But how the dickens did you know what I was going to say?" "Because it's what we've all come back to," said she, "and what everybody that stayed at home feels, or ought to if they've got anything inside their nuts. Just think, Rookie! we were like the great multitude in the Bible, somewhere, praising God. We broke our idols and--I don't know what we didn't do. And now we're not scared any more, we've set 'em up again: same old idols. Rookie, I bet you the only reason we ever sacrificed to God at all was because we thought He was the biggest joss and things were so desperate and all, we'd better make a sure thing of it. And now we think we aren't in any particular danger, seems as if the little gods would do, same as they did before; and they're not so expensive." "Goodness, Nan!" said Raven, "how naughty you are. You didn't use to run on so." "I haven't talked very much to you," said Nan drily, "not since I grew up." He knew it was true, and knew also that the reason was, if she had allowed her lips to utter it, "Aunt Anne wouldn't let me." "But," she said, "I don't understand altogether. I know you're mad and discouraged and all the rest of it. But I don't see what Dick has got to do with it." "It's simply this," said Raven. "I'm going away." She looked at him in what seemed to be serious alarm. "Relief work?" she asked. "Reconstruction?" "No," said Raven. "I don't believe I should be any good to them. There isn't a blamed thing I can do, so far as I see, except for what money I've got. I'm no good, Nan. I shouldn't sell for my hide and horns. And I hate the whole blamed show. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the system, from the beasts that devour one another to the rest of us. And I'm simply going to desert. I'm going to run away." "Where
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