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His tone was uncompromising, but the warm grip of his hand made up for it. His directness did not dismay her. "If you are quite sure you don't care for the fellow, your duty is quite plain." Muriel raised her head slowly. "Yes, but it isn't quite so simple as that, doctor. You see, it's not as if--as if--we either of us ever imagined we were--in love with each other." Jim's eyebrows went up. "As bad as that?" She leaned her chin on her hand. "I am sure there must be crowds of people who marry without ever being in love." "Yes," said Jim curtly. "And kindle their own hell in doing it." She started a little. "You think that?" "I know it. I have seen it over and over again. Full half of the world's misery is due to it. But you won't do that, Muriel. I know you too well." Muriel glanced up at him. "Do you know me? I don't think you would have expected me to accept him in the first place." "Depends what you did it for," said Jim. She fell suddenly silent, slowly twisting the ring on her finger. "He knew why," she said at last in a very low voice. "In fact--in fact he asked me for that reason." "And the reason still exists?" She bent her head. "Yes." "A reason you are ashamed of?" pursued the doctor. She did not answer, and he drew his great brows together in deep thought. "You don't propose to take me any further into your confidence?" he asked at last. She made a quick, impulsive movement. "You--you--I think you know." "Will you let me tell you what I know?" he said. She shrank perceptibly. "If--if you won't make it too hard for me." "I can't answer for that," he returned. "It depends entirely upon yourself. My knowledge does not amount to anything very staggering in itself. It is only this--that I know a certain person who would cheerfully sacrifice all he has to make you happy, and that you have no more cause to fear persecution from that person than from the man in the moon." He paused; but Muriel did not speak. She was still absently turning her engagement ring round and round. "To verify this," he said, "I will tell you something which I am sure you don't know--which in fact puzzled me, too, considerably, for some time. He has already sacrificed more than most men would care to venture in a doubtful cause. It was no part of his plan to follow you to England. He set his face against it so strongly that he very nearly ended his mortal career for good and all in so doing. As
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