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h was music to Jenny's ears. He was excited. He was moved. Quickly the melancholy pressed back upon her after this momentary surcease. He was excited because she was in his arms--not because he loved her. "Why did you send for me?" she suddenly said. "In your letter you said you'd explain everything. Then you said you'd tell me about yourself. You've done nothing but tease all the time.... Are you afraid, or what? Keith, dear: you don't know what it means to me. If you don't want me--let me go. I oughtn't to have come. I was silly to come; but I had to. But if you only wanted somebody to tease ... one of the others would have done quite as well." Again the smile spread across Keith's face, brightening his eyes and making his teeth glisten. "I said you were jealous," he murmured in her ear. "One of the others, indeed! Jenny, there's no other--nobody like you, my sweet. There couldn't be. Do you think there could be?" "Nobody such a fool," Jenny said, miserably. "Who's a fool? You?" He seemed to think for a moment; and then went on: "Well, I've told you I planned the supper.... That was true." "Let me go. I'm getting cramped." Jenny drew away; but he followed, holding her less vigorously, but in no way releasing her. "No: really let me go." Keith shook his head. "I shan't let you go," he said. "Make yourself comfortable." "I only make myself miserable." Jenny felt her hair, which was loosened. Her cheeks were hot. "Are you sorry you came?" "Yes." Keith pressed closer to her, stifling her breath. She saw his brown cheeks for an instant before she was again enveloped in his strong embrace; and then she heard a single word breathed in her ear. "Liar!" said Keith. In a moment he added: "Sorry be pole-axed." ii It was the second time in that evening that Jenny had been accused of lying; and when the charge had been brought by Alf she had flamed with anger. Now, however, she felt no anger. She felt through her unhappiness a dim motion of exulting joy. Half suffocated, she was yet thrilled with delight in Keith's strength, with belief in his love because it was ardently shown. Strength was her god. She worshipped strength as nearly all women worship it. And to Jenny strength, determination, manhood, were Keith's attributes. She loved him for being strong; she found in her own weakness the triumph of powerlessness, of humiliation. "You're suffocating me," she warned him, panting. "D'you love me
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