ot her first tremor; but
she was deeply agitated. Keith, with a look that was almost a smile,
finished loading the pipe and struck a match. He then settled himself
comfortably at her side.
"Don't be a juggins, Jenny," he remarked, in a dispassionate way that
made her feel helpless.
"Sorry," she said quickly. "I've got the jumps. I've had awful rows
to-night ... before coming out."
"Tell me about them," Keith urged. "Get 'em off your chest." She shook
her head. Oh no, she wanted something from him very different from such
kindly sympathy.
"Only make it worse," she claimed. "Drives it in more. Besides, I don't
want to. I want to hear about you."
"Oh, me!" he made a laughing noise. "There's nothing to tell."
"You said you would." Jenny was alarmed at his perverseness; but they
were not estranged now.
Keith was smiling rather bitterly at his own thoughts, it seemed.
"I wonder why it is women want to know such a lot," he said, drowsily.
"All of them?" she sharply countered. "I suppose you ought to know."
"You look seedy still.... Are you really feeling better?" Jenny took no
notice. "Well, yes: I suppose all of them. They all want to take
possession of you. They're never satisfied with what they've got."
"Perhaps they haven't got anything," Jenny said. And after a painful
pause: "Oh, well: I shall have to be going home." She wearily moved, in
absolute despair, perhaps even with the notion of rising, though her
mind was in turmoil.
"Jenny!" He held her wrist, preventing any further movement. He was
looking at her with an urgent gaze. Then, violently, with a rapid
motion, he came nearer, and forced his arm behind Jenny's waist, drawing
her close against his breast, her face averted until their cheeks
touched, when the life seemed to go out of Jenny's body and she moved
her head quickly in resting it on his shoulder, Keith's face against her
hair, and their two hearts beating quickly. It was done in a second, and
they sat so, closely embraced, without speech. Still Jenny's hands were
free, as if they had been lifeless. Time seemed to stand still, and
every noise to stop, during that long moment. And in her heart Jenny was
saying over and over, utterly hopeless, "It's no good; it's no good;
it's no good...." Wretchedly she attempted to press herself free, her
elbow against Keith's breast. She could not get away; but each flying
instant deepened her sense of bitter failure.
"It's no use," she said at
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