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"I have come," she said, looking at him steadily, "because I know that a man like you, when he loves a woman, will fight for her and protect her even though he may not possess her." "But you didn't know that--not until--the cottonwoods!" he protested. "Yes, I did. I knew it in Ellen McCormick's cabin." She rose slowly before him, and he, too, rose to his feet, staring at her like a man who had been struck, while intelligence--a dawning reason--an understanding of the strange mystery of her that morning, sent the still greater thrill of its shock through him. He gave an exclamation of amazement. "You were at Ellen McCormick's! She gave you--_that!_" She nodded. "Yes, the dress you brought from the ship. Please don't scold me, Mr. Holt. Be a little kind with me when you have heard what I am going to tell you. I was in the cabin that last day, when you returned from searching for me in the sea. Mr. McCormick didn't know. But _she_ did. I lied a little, just a little, so that she, being a woman, would promise not to tell you I was there. You see, I had lost a great deal of my faith, and my courage was about gone, and I was afraid of you." "Afraid of me?" "Yes, afraid of everybody. I was in the room behind Ellen McCormick when she asked you--that question; and when you answered as you did, I was like stone. I was amazed and didn't believe, for I was certain that after what had happened on the ship you despised me, and only through a peculiar sense of honor were making the search for me. Not until two days later, when your letters came to Ellen McCormick, and we read them--" "You opened both?" "Of course. One was to be read immediately, the other when I was found--and I had found myself. Maybe it wasn't exactly fair, but you couldn't expect two women to resist a temptation like that. And--_I wanted to know_." She did not lower her eyes or turn her head aside as she made the confession. Her gaze met Alan's with beautiful steadiness. "And then I believed. I knew, because of what you said in that letter, that you were the one man in all the world who would help me and give me a fighting chance if I came to you. But it has taken all my courage--and in the end you will drive me away--" Again he looked upon the miracle of tears in wide-open, unfaltering eyes, tears which she did not brush away, but through which, in a moment, she smiled at him as no woman had ever smiled at him before. And with the tears
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