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e Jean Myles's bairn munt, I'll go out mysel'." And out he went, and sat on the dyke till Elspeth came home. It did not turn Tommy sulky. He nodded kindly to Aaron from the window in token of forgiveness, and next day he spent a valuable hour in making a cushion for the old man's chair. "He must be left with the impression that you made it," Tommy explained to Elspeth, "for he would not take it from me." "Oh, Tommy, how good you are!" "I am far from it, Elspeth." "There is a serenity about you nowadays," she said, "that I don't seem to have noticed before," and indeed this was true; it was the serenity that comes to those who, having a mortal wound, can no more be troubled by the pinpricks. "There has been nothing to cause it, has there?" Elspeth asked timidly. "Only the feeling that I have much to be grateful for," he replied. "I have you, Elspeth." "And I have you," she said, "and I want no more. I could never care for anyone as I care for you, Tommy." She was speaking unselfishly; she meant to imply delicately that the doctor's defection need not make Tommy think her unhappy. "Are you glad?" she asked. He said Yes bravely. Elspeth, he was determined, should never have the distress of knowing that for her sake he was giving up the one great joy which life contains. He was a grander character than most. Men have often in the world's history made a splendid sacrifice for women, but if you turn up the annals you will find that the woman nearly always knew of it. He told Grizel what Aaron had said and what Elspeth had said. He could keep nothing from her now; he was done with the world of make-believe for ever. And it seemed wicked of him to hope, he declared, or to let her hope. "I ought to give you up, Grizel," he said, with a groan. "I won't let you," she replied adorably. "Gemmell has not come near us for a week. I ask him in, but he avoids the house." "I don't understand it," Grizel had to admit; "but I think he is fond of her, I do indeed." "Even if that were so, I fear she would not accept him. I know Elspeth so well that I feel I am deceiving you if I say there is any hope." "Nevertheless you must say it," she answered brightly; "you must say it and leave me to think it. And I do think it. I believe that Elspeth, despite her timidity and her dependence on you, is like other girls at heart, and not more difficult to win. "And even if it all comes to nothing," she told him, a li
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