more honest the newspaper business is than diplomacy!
The idea of returning any money never even occurred to me. The mere
suggestion freezes my young blood and makes each particular hair to
stand on end like quills upon the fretful porcupine. Our motto in the
service is, Get all you can, and keep all you get."
"But then, you see, your case differs from mine; you did your best to
succeed, and I failed through my own choice; and thus I sit here a
traitor to my paper."
"Well, Jennie," said the young man, picking up the despatch-box, which
he never allowed to leave his sight, and placing it on the table,
"you've only to say the word, and this contentious letter is in your
possession again. Do you regret your generosity?"
"Oh, no, no, no, no, I would not have it back on any account. Even
looking at the matter in the most materialistic way, success means far
more to you than it does to me. As you say, I am rich, therefore I am
going to give up my newspaper career. I suppose that is why women very
rarely make great successes of their lives. A woman's career so often is
merely of incidental interest to her; a man's career is his whole life."
"What a pity it is," mused the young man, "that one person's success
usually means another person's failure. If I were the generous,
whole-souled person I sometimes imagine myself to be, I should refuse
to accept success at the price of your failure. You have actually
succeeded, while I have actually failed. With a generosity that makes me
feel small and mean, you hand over your success to me, and I selfishly
accept it. But I compound with my conscience in this way. You and I are
to be married; then we will be one. That one shall be heir to all the
successes of each of us and shall disclaim all the failures of each.
Isn't that a good idea?"
"Excellent," replied Jennie; "nevertheless, I cannot help feeling just a
little sorry for poor Mr. Hardwick."
"Who is he--the editor?"
"Yes. He _did_ have such faith in me that it seems almost a pity to
disappoint him."
"You mustn't trouble your mind about Hardwick. Don't think of him at
all; think of me instead."
"I am afraid I do, and have done so for some time past; nevertheless, I
shall get off at Liege and telegraph to him that I am not bringing the
document to London."
"I will send the telegram for you when we reach there; but, if I
remember rightly what you told me of his purpose, he can't be very
deeply disappointed. I unde
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