a yourself."
I went to her room, where she was lying down. "Diana, darling," I said,
"I want very much to go home, if only for a day."
"Of course, Betty, you must go. But don't look so distressed. I must
have been selfish if I gave you the impression that I would not let you
go. It is only that I love so having you, you are such a rock, and
oh! it seems like some awful and terrible dream we have been through,
doesn't it? Sara asked for her darling bunny today. Think what that
means! Darling Betty, I pray that some great happiness may come to you
some day. I begin to believe that the greatest joys come through the
greatest sorrows."
"Don't, Diana," I whispered. "I can't bear you to be too kind. I suppose
it's all we've been through, but I feel."
"I know, Betty," she whispered. "I lie here too tired to do anything but
thank God. I ache with thankfulness, for you among other blessings. Come
back soon."
"What did Diana say?" asked David, who was waiting outside the door.
"Did she understand?"
"Understand? Did you ever know a time when Diana didn't understand?"
I went. Oh, the joy of setting out towards home! That ridiculously small
house in Chelsea in which were centered all my hopes. Some word might
be there waiting for me. Nannie might have thought nothing of sufficient
importance to forward at such a moment. How I hoped that was it, and
that it might be there, else all my hopes were shattered.
I opened the door with my latchkey. I looked. No telegram lay on the
table; that I saw at a glance. Then Nannie appeared. She was crying.
"Nannie," I said, "don't cry, she is much better, and is going to get
quite well; only I had to come home."
How explain to Nannie that I had left Sara and Diana at such a moment!
"Your bat's crooked," said Nannie.
"You ridiculous old person," I said, "what does that matter?" Nannie
sniffed. I put my hat straight. "Is that better?"
"Yes, it's better, it'll do," she answered, not quite satisfied,
evidently. I wondered why she asked no questions. Why had I come home to
this? No wonder David had been surprised at my leaving Diana! What was
the use?
Then Nannie said with a startling suddenness, "Some one is waiting for
you upstairs."
"Someone for me, Nannie. What do you mean?"
"He's waiting," she said, between laughter and sobs. "He's waiting."
I often wonder how I had the strength to go upstairs and open the
door. But I did, and there surely enough he stood, only
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