out waking up till now. His wedding he
remembered, but of what happened after the wedding--for the life of him
he could remember nothing, except perhaps that he had drunk, lain on the
stove, and quarreled. Forty years had been wasted like that.

The white clouds of snow were beginning little by little to turn gray.
It was getting dusk.

"Where am I going?" the turner suddenly bethought him with a start.
"I ought to be thinking of the burial, and I am on the way to the
hospital.... It as is though I had gone crazy."

Grigory turned round again, and again lashed his horse. The little nag
strained its utmost and, with a snort, fell into a little trot. The
turner lashed it on the back time after time.... A knocking was
audible behind him, and though he did not look round, he knew it was the
dead woman's head knocking against the sledge. And the snow kept turning
darker and darker, the wind grew colder and more cutting....

"To live over again!" thought the turner. "I should get a new lathe,
take orders,... give the money to my old woman...."

And then he dropped the reins. He looked for them, tried to pick them
up, but could not--his hands would not work....

"It does not matter," he thought, "the horse will go of itself, it knows
the way. I might have a little sleep now.... Before the funeral or
the requiem it would be as well to get a little rest...."

The turner closed his eyes and dozed. A little later he heard the horse
stop; he opened his eyes and saw before him something dark like a hut or
a haystack....

He would have got out of the sledge and found out what it was, but he
felt overcome by such inertia that it seemed better to freeze than move,
and he sank into a peaceful sleep.

He woke up in a big room with painted walls. Bright sunlight was
streaming in at the windows. The turner saw people facing him, and his
first feeling was a desire to show himself a respectable man who knew
how things should be done.

"A requiem, brothers, for my old woman," he said. "The priest should be
told...."

"Oh, all right, all right; lie down," a voice cut him short.

"Pavel Ivanitch!" the turner cried in surprise, seeing the doctor before
him. "Your honor, benefactor!"

He wanted to leap up and fall on his knees before the doctor, but felt
that his arms and legs would not obey him.

"Your honor, where are my legs, where are my arms!"

"Say good-by to your arms and legs.... They've been frozen off. Come,
come!...