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e no means of escape, and with a sigh of resignation she sat down on a rustic seat and awaited his approach. He saw her as soon as she saw him, and came up to her without any embarrassment. "I am lucky," he said, "I was going over to see you." Claudia had given some thought to this interview and had determined on her best course. "Mr. Lane told me you were coming." "Dear old Eugene!" "But I hoped you would not." "Don't let us begin at the end. I haven't seen you since I left Millstead. Were you surprised at my going?" "I was rather surprised at the way you went." "I thought you would understand it. Now, honestly, didn't you?" "Perhaps I did." "I thought so. You had seen what I only saw that very night. You understood--" "Please, Father Stafford--" "Say Mr. Stafford." "No. I know you as Father Stafford, and I like that best." "As you will--for the present. You knew how I stood. You saw I loved you--no, I am going on--and yet felt myself bound not to tell you." "I saw nothing of the kind. It never entered my head." "Claudia, is it possible? Did you never think of it?" "As nothing more than a possibility--and a very unhappy possibility." "Why unhappy?" he asked, and his voice was very tender. "To begin with: you could never love any one." "I have swept all that on one side. That is over." "How can it be over? You had sworn." "Yes; but it is over." "Dare you break your vow?" "If I dare, who else dare question me? Have I not counted the cost?" "Nothing can make it right." "Why talk of that? It is my sin and my concern." "You destroy all my esteem for you." "I ask for love, not for esteem. Esteem between you and me! I love you more than all the world." "Ah! don't say that!" "Yes, more than my soul. And you talk of esteem! Ah! you don't know what a man's love is." "I never thought of you as making love." "I think now of nothing else. Why should I trouble you with my struggles? Now I am free to love--and you, Claudia, are free to return my love." "Did you think I was in love with you?" "Yes," said Stafford. "But you knew my promise, and did not let yourself see your own feelings. Ah, Claudia! if it is only the promise!" "It isn't only the promise. You have no right to speak like that. I should never have done as I did if I'd even thought of you like that." "What do you mean by saying it's not only the promise?" "Why, that I don't love you--I
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