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He implores it, sir, with the utmost earnestness, and says he has some important secret to reveal before his death.' "'The old story--anything for five minutes more of life and sun-shine.' said an officer beside me. "'I must refuse.' said I, 'and desire that these requests may not be brought before me.' "'It is the only way, Colonel.' said another; 'and indeed such intervals have little mercy in them; both parties suffer the more from them.' "This speech seemed to warrant my selfish determination, and I seized the pen, and wrote my name to the order; and then handing it to the officer, covered my face with my hands, and sat with my head leaning on the table. "A bustle in front, and a wild cry of agony, told me that the preparations were begun, and quick as lightning, the roar of a platoon fire followed. A shriek, shrill and piercing, mingled with the crash, and then came a cry from the soldiers, 'It is a woman!' "'With madness in my brain, and a vague dread--I know not of what--I dashed forward through the crowd, and there, on the pavement, weltering in her blood, lay the body of Lydchen: she was stone dead, her bosom shattered by a dozen bullets. "I fell upon the corpse, the blood poured from my mouth in torrents; and when I arose, it was with a broken heart, whose sufferings are bringing me to the grave." This sad story I have related without any endeavour to convey to my reader, either the tone of him who told it, or the dreadful conflict of feeling, which at many times prevented his continuing. In some few places the very words he made use of were those I have employed, since they have remained fast rooted in my memory, and were associated with the facts themselves. Except in these slight particulars, I have told the tale as it lives in my recollection, coupled with one of the saddest nights I ever remember. It was near morning when he concluded, tired and exhausted, yet to all appearance calmer and more tranquil from the free current of that sorrow he could not longer control. "Leave me now," said he, "for a few hours; my servant shall call you before I go." It was to no purpose that I offered to accompany him, alleging--as with an easy conscience I could do--that no one was less bound by any ties of place or time. He refused my offer of companionship, by saying, that strict solitude alone restored him after one of his attacks, and that the least excitement invariably brought on a relapse.
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