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the English press have irritated me; how deeply wounded I must feel at such a license permitted under the very eyes of a friendly government,--plots against my life encouraged, assassination countenanced! Repeat, that Sebastiani's mission to Egypt is merely commercial; that although prepared for war, our wish, the wish of France, is peace; that the armaments in Holland are destined for the Colonies. Show yourself disposed to treat, but not to make advances. Reject the word ultimatum, if he employ it; the phrase implies a parley between a superior and an inferior. This is no longer the France that remembers an English commissary at Dunkirk. If he do not use the word, then remark on its absence; say, these are not times for longer anxiety,--that we must know, at last, to what we are to look; tell him the Bourbons are not still on the throne here; let him feel with whom he has to deal." "And if he demand his passport," gravely observed Talleyrand, "you can be in the country for a day; at Plombiferes,--at St. Cloud." A low, subdued laugh followed these words, and they walked forward towards the salons, still conversing, but in a whispered tone. A cold perspiration broke over my face and forehead, the drops fell heavily down my cheek, as I sat an unwilling listener of this eventful dialogue. That the fate of Europe was in the balance I knew full well; and ardently as I longed for war, the dreadful picture that rose before me damped much of my ardor; while a sense of my personal danger, if discovered where I was, made me tremble from head to foot. It was, then, with a sinking spirit, that I retraced my steps towards the salons, not knowing if my absence had not been remarked and commented on. How little was I versed in such society, where each came and went as it pleased him,--where the most brilliant beauty, the most spiritual conversationalist, left no gap by absence,--and where such as I were no more noticed than the statues that held the waxlights! The salons were now crowded: ministers of state, ambassadors, general officers in their splendid uniforms, filled the apartments, in which the din of conversation and the sounds of laughter mingled. Yet, through the air of gayety which reigned throughout,--the tone of light and flippant smartness which prevailed,--I thought I could mark here and there among some of the ministers an appearance of excitement and a look of preoccupation little in unison with the easy intim
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