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len, and that was something. He went on in a dry, broken, and hurried manner: "I have, indeed, bad news to tell you; but I hope and pray that the case may be one of more alarm than of actual danger. Your uncle has sent an express for me; he believes himself to be dying, and he charges me not to lose a minute in hurrying to him. The carriage is at the door, and I must take leave of you. Here is your aunt's letter, and one from the physician at Hyeres. This last affords considerable hope that Mr. Middleton may yet be spared to us..." "Oh! may I not--should I not go to him too?" "The state to which you have reduced yourself by your imprudence makes it impossible." "For God's sake, let me go with you, Edward." I took his hand, but he drew it abruptly away. I mentally cursed the day on which I was born. "Calm yourself," said Edward, sternly; "I cannot speak to you now: I shall write to you. A new state of things must begin between us; but this is no time for an explanation." "No, no! you _cannot_, you _shall_ not leave me with so horrible a doubt, so dreadful a fear..." "Have you forgotten that your uncle is dying? Is this a moment for theatrical display?--for the exhibition of a feigned tenderness?" "Feigned! Good God! is it come to that?" "Have you no message to send him?--no pardon to implore of him as well as of me?" "Edward! what are you saying? Edward! Edward!--do you know? Have you heard?--Do you forgive? I am innocent!--on my knees I swear that I am innocent!" "Innocent! Yes, I believe you are what you have learned to call innocent,--and may God keep you so. I dare not trust myself to say another word. I have struggled to be calm; I have prayed earnestly for strength against myself,--strength not to cast you off, and it has been given me. God bless you, and forgive you! I shall write to you soon and often, and, I hope, send better accounts of Mr. Middleton. Write to me and to your aunt." He coldly held out his hand to me, and I felt as if I was dying. I opened my arms wildly, and cried, "Kill me, but do not leave me so!" A convulsive emotion passed over his face; he bent over me and kissed me. I threw my arms round his neck and clung to him. Oh! did not all the love of my soul pass into his, in that one last embrace? As my throbbing heart was pressed to his, did not each pulsation tell all its passionate tenderness? For an instant he seemed to feel it, for he drew me closer and clos
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