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aments of childhood, make us wonder and grieve; but more at variance than any of these was the expression of Alice Lovell's beautiful features with the character they seemed made to bear. Intense and anxious watchfulness marked it now, a tremulous quiver shook her hand as she drew the threads through the canvas; and though her large eyes were calm, and her attitude composed, the least sound made her start. "How is he now?" inquired Mrs. Middleton in a voice scarcely above a whisper. "Sleeping, thank God, and quietly too. Oh, Mrs. Middleton, hope is strong within me yet, and strength will be given us never to forsake him." "Hope! strength! Alice, where are they to be found?" Alice pointed to the sky and then to her own heart, and said, "_There_ and _here_. In quietness and in confidence shall be our strength." After a pause she resumed, "You were with him some time to-day, did he speak to you?" Mrs. Middleton grew paler still at this question, and bowed her head in assent. "What did he say?" continued Alice. "Oh, do not spare _me!_--do not think of _me!_ What did _he_ say?" Mrs. Middleton joined her hands together and exclaimed, "'Where is she? Where is she?' was what he said. Again and again he repeated these words in a tone of indescribable anguish, and I was almost thankful when his mind wandered again, and I could leave his dreadful question unanswered. Alice, my child, I am so weak, and you are so strong in your faith, in your hope, in your boundless charity, that I must give way before you, and for once ask you in mercy to let me speak of _her_. I could kneel on her grave and pray to be resigned; but now as it is I grow wild with terror--" "Oh, let us speak of her, and let us pray for her; let us never have another secret fear, another unspoken terror. Let us pray that in this world she may still be blessed, or in a better she may have been mercifully received." "You do not understand me yet, Alice. _He_ does. The same horrible fear has darted through his mind, darkened and clouded as it is. Her own deed; her own hand,... Alice, you never guessed the extent of his misery or of mine." "Never guessed it, Mrs. Middleton? I have been with him in his hours of fierce delirium; I have been with him when he has taken me for _her_, and addressed to me words which have made my blood run cold; words of guilty love and of horrible remorse. I have lived between you and him during these days of darkne
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