FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203  
204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   >>  
g van Hert came as usual, but, simply because he was gayer than usual, Diana perceived that his gaiety was forced; and she saw also that he shunned meeting her eyes, looking anywhere, nowhere, rather than into her face. The next day she rode in a direction where she and Meryl often met and joined him for a gallop. Meryl had suggested coming as usual, but Diana had contrived to put her off. She wanted if possible, without quite knowing why, to see van Hert alone; and as it happened, Fortune favoured her, for he appeared up a side road suddenly, and had no time to escape her, even had he wished. So they rode together, and he tried to talk to her as usual. When they came to a spot where they often dismounted, and sat to enjoy the lovely view of distant hills, Diana prepared to get off her horse. She saw him hesitate, and then he muttered something about an important engagement. "O, nonsense!..." with a gay, airy smile. "If I'm not in a hurry, you can't be. I only want to sit for about fifteen minutes." So they gave their horses' reins to the smart black groom, who always rode with the girls, and sat on the rustic bench where the three had several times sat together. And suddenly, Diana, giving rein to her impulsive temperament, said, "What is your opinion of a man who marries one woman and loves another?" She saw him start and stiffen, but he tried to parry the thrust. "What a question to ask a fiance of a few weeks, on the eve of becoming a bridegroom!..." "Well, that's why! I thought you would have formed many opinions on the subject of love and marriage." "And why do you want to know?" "O, just a fancy! I know men sometimes do that kind of thing. Personally I think it is rather cowardly." "Why cowardly?..." "Because it shows a man hasn't the pluck to own he has made a mistake. He would rather go on with it, and pretend everything is all right." She saw him bite his lip, and felt more thoroughly that he would not meet her eyes. "It is hard on the other woman, the one he _does_ love, too. It might make her very happy to be told. One joy is better than two miseries any day, even if his lordship did have to own to a mistake and look rather silly!..." with a little laugh. "Perhaps I shall know more about it when I am married," trying to speak carelessly. "You must ask me later." "Probably I shall not want to know then; my fancies are always varying. What should _you_ do, for instance, if you
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203  
204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   >>  



Top keywords:

suddenly

 

cowardly

 

mistake

 

marriage

 

opinions

 
subject
 

married

 

carelessly

 
varying
 
fiance

question

 
stiffen
 
instance
 
thrust
 

fancies

 

Probably

 
thought
 

bridegroom

 

formed

 

miseries


lordship

 
Because
 

Personally

 

Perhaps

 

pretend

 

minutes

 

happened

 
Fortune
 

favoured

 

knowing


wanted

 
appeared
 

dismounted

 
wished
 
escape
 
contrived
 

coming

 

forced

 

shunned

 

meeting


gaiety

 
perceived
 

simply

 

joined

 

gallop

 

suggested

 

direction

 

lovely

 

rustic

 

horses