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ng from a star, hisses out its life in the mud. The woman pure--Alice--the very thought of her sent him farther into the mud, knowing she could not be his. She alone whom he had wanted to wed all his life, the goal of his love's ambition, the one woman in the world he had never doubted would one day be his wife. Her note to him--"_Never ... never ... again_"--he kept reading it over, stunned, and pale, with the truth of it. In his blindness it had never occurred to him that Alice Westmore and Maggie would ever meet. In his blindness--for Wrong, daring as a snake, which, however alert and far-seeing it may be in the hey-day of its spring, sees less clearly as the Summer advances, until, in the August of its infamy, it ceases to see altogether and becomes an easy victim for all things with hoofs. Then, the poignant reawakening. Now he lay in the mud and above him still shone the star. The star--his star! And how it hurt him! It was the breaking of a link in the chain of his life. Twice had he written to her. But each time his notes came back unopened. Twice had he gone to Westmoreland to see her. Mrs. Westmore met him at the door, cordial, sympathetic, but with a nervous jerk in the little metallic laugh. His first glance at her told him she knew everything--and yet, knew nothing. Alice was locked in her room and would not see him. "But, oh, Richard," and again she laughed her little insincere, unstable, society laugh, beginning with brave frankness in one corner of her mouth and ending in a hypocritical wave of forgetfulness before it had time to finish the circle, but fluttering out into a cynical twitching of a thing which might have been a smile or a sneer-- "True love--you know--dear Richard--you must remember the old saying." She pressed his hand sympathetically. The mouth said nothing, but the hand said plainly: "Do not despair--I am working for a home at The Gaffs." He pitied her, for there was misery in her eyes and in her laugh and in the very touch of her hand. Misery and insincerity, and that terrible mental state when weakness is roped up between the two and knows, for once in its life, that it has no strength at all. And she pitied him, for never before on any human face had she seen the terrible irony of agony. Agony she had often seen--but not this irony of it--this agony that saw all its life's happiness blasted and knew it deserved it. Richard Travis, when he left Westmoreland
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