FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188  
189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   >>   >|  
pted. However, I know that he is very well-to-do, so he must have made money in them and certainly I need to get rich quick. I'm going to make the investment to-morrow." - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - March 11th. "Stung! I hate slang, but sometimes nothing else is quite so expressive. I thought that I was getting to be very wise, but, oh, what a little ignoramus I have been. And to think that I thought I was following Philip's advice, and did not realize what he really meant until I read a story about a man who was called 'Get-Rich-Quick Wallingford.' Now I'd rather die than tell him that I have lost practically all of my worldly goods!" - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Finally, late in May, is an entry, longer than any of its predecessors, and the last for many a day. Rose made it seated in the soft moonlight which came through the window of her hospital room, after her roommate had fallen asleep. "I am in a strange mood to-night, little diary, and not quite sure whether I want to laugh or cry--indeed, I think that my heart has done both to-day. I don't feel like going to sleep, but perhaps I will be able to if I get the many thoughts out of my mind and down on paper--now they are like so many little imps beating against my brain with hammers. "Surely I _should_ be happy at the thought that to-morrow is to carry me to my goal at the top of the mountain path which Donald described. In twelve hours I shall (D. V.) be a graduate nurse; but, now that the journey is almost an accomplished fact, I positively shiver when I think of the nerve of that child who was I five years ago and who, blessed with ignorance, made up her mind to become one, or 'bust'--that is the way I put it, then. Friends have sometimes told me that they didn't see how I had the courage to attempt it; but I tell them, truthfully, that it isn't courage when one tackles a thing which she--or he--doesn't know is difficult to do, and that few things are insurmountably difficult which she tackles with confidence (which is as often the result of ignorance as of faith in one's own power). So how can I take any credit for succeeding? "It _has_ been hard work, of course, and I know that I must have failed if every one had not been so good to me, and, above all, if God had not meant me to succeed. I have never for
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188  
189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

thought

 

difficult

 
tackles
 

courage

 

ignorance

 

morrow

 

accomplished

 

graduate

 

journey

 

Surely


hammers

 
mountain
 
Donald
 

beating

 
twelve
 
credit
 

insurmountably

 

confidence

 

result

 

succeeding


succeed

 

failed

 

things

 

blessed

 

shiver

 

truthfully

 

attempt

 

Friends

 

positively

 
realize

Philip

 

advice

 
Wallingford
 

called

 

ignoramus

 
However
 

investment

 
expressive
 

practically

 
strange

thoughts

 

asleep

 

fallen

 
longer
 

predecessors

 

worldly

 
Finally
 

seated

 

hospital

 
roommate