old woman had said, to the young man in "Mumper's Dingle," with the
addition, "near . . ., in the county of . . ." Suddenly the idea
occurred to me, that, after all, the letter might not contain an eternal
farewell; and that Isopel might have written, requesting me to join her.
Could it be so? "Alas! no," presently said Foreboding. At last I became
ashamed of my weakness. The letter must be opened sooner or later. Why
not at once? So as the bather who, for a considerable time has stood
shivering on the bank, afraid to take the decisive plunge, suddenly takes
it, I tore open the letter almost before I was aware. I had no sooner
done so than a paper fell out. I examined it; it contained a lock of
bright flaxen hair. "This is no good sign," said I, as I thrust the lock
and paper into my bosom, and proceeded to read the letter, which ran as
follows:--
"TO THE YOUNG MAN IN MUMPER'S DINGLE.
"Sir,--I send these lines, with the hope and trust that they will find
you well, even as I am myself at this moment, and in much better
spirits, for my own are not such as I could wish they were, being
sometimes rather hysterical and vapourish, and at other times, and
most often, very low. I am at a sea-port, and am just going on
shipboard; and when you get these I shall be on the salt waters, on my
way to a distant country, and leaving my own behind me, which I do not
expect ever to see again.
"And now, young man, I will, in the first place, say something about
the manner in which I quitted you. It must have seemed somewhat
singular to you that I went away without taking any leave, or giving
you the slightest hint that I was going; but I did not do so without
considerable reflection. I was afraid that I should not be able to
support a leave-taking; and as you had said that you were determined
to go wherever I did, I thought it best not to tell you at all; for I
did not think it advisable that you should go with me, and I wished to
have no dispute.
"In the second place, I wish to say something about an offer of
wedlock which you made me; perhaps, young man, had you made it at the
first period of our acquaintance, I should have accepted it, but you
did not, and kept putting off and putting off, and behaving in a very
strange manner, till I could stand your conduct no longer, but
determined upon leaving you and Old England, which last step I had
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