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new position Ursula held, as recipient of that letter. It was an iron in his soul. "Well," he said at length, "you're not going." Ursula started and could find no words to clamour her revolt. "If you think you're going dancin' off to th' other side of London, you're mistaken." "Why not?" she cried, at once hard fixed in her will to go. "That's why not," he said. And there was silence till Mrs. Brangwen came downstairs. "Look here, Anna," he said, handing her the letter. She put back her head, seeing a typewritten letter, anticipating trouble from the outside world. There was the curious, sliding motion of her eyes, as if she shut off her sentient, maternal self, and a kind of hard trance, meaningless, took its place. Thus, meaningless, she glanced over the letter, careful not to take it in. She apprehended the contents with her callous, superficial mind. Her feeling self was shut down. "What post is it?" she asked. "She wants to go and be a teacher in Kingston-on-Thames, at fifty pounds a year." "Oh, indeed." The mother spoke as if it were a hostile fact concerning some stranger. She would have let her go, out of callousness. Mrs. Brangwen would begin to grow up again only with her youngest child. Her eldest girl was in the way now. "She's not going all that distance," said the father. "I have to go where they want me," cried Ursula. "And it's a good place to go to." "What do you know about the place?" said her father harshly. "And it doesn't matter whether they want you or not, if your father says you are not to go," said the mother calmly. How Ursula hated her! "You said I was to try," the girl cried. "Now I've got a place and I'm going to go." "You're not going all that distance," said her father. "Why don't you get a place at Ilkeston, where you can live at home?" asked Gudrun, who hated conflicts, who could not understand Ursula's uneasy way, yet who must stand by her sister. "There aren't any places in Ilkeston," cried Ursula. "And I'd rather go right away." "If you'd asked about it, a place could have been got for you in Ilkeston. But you had to play Miss High-an'-mighty, and go your own way," said her father. "I've no doubt you'd rather go right away," said her mother, very caustic. "And I've no doubt you'd find other people didn't put up with you for very long either. You've too much opinion of yourself for your good." Between the girl and her mother
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