tly like what I used to be."
Meanwhile Hazel passed out into the grounds, where she was encountered
almost directly by Beatrice Lambent, who, assuming utter ignorance of
where the schoolmistress had been, exclaimed--
"Oh, you are there. Miss Thorne. Pray--pray get back to the children.
My brother has been astonished at your having left them for so long."
People fight with different weapons to those used of old, but they are
quite as sharp.
CHAPTER TWELVE.
TAKEN TO TASK.
There was too much sheer hard work at Plumton School for Hazel Thorne to
have much time for thoughts of anything but business. She had seen no
more of Archibald Graves, but she was never outside the house without
feeling nervous and in full expectation of meeting him; but as the days
wore on she began to hope that her firm behaviour had not been without
its effect.
For a day or two she had felt agitated, and in the solitude of her own
room she had more than once wept bitterly for her love, but they were
tears such as are shed for the past and gone. There was no hope in
them: they brought neither relief nor thought of the future. Hazel
Thorne's sorrow was for a dead love, and she preferred to think of
Archibald Graves as the ideal lover of her girlish heart, not as the
real suitor who had come to her now that she was a woman, who had been
tried in the fire of adversity, and been found base.
Hazel Thorne's business matters were two-fold--the business of the
school, and the domestic affairs.
With the former she was rapidly progressing. The feeling of novelty had
worn off and she no longer felt afraid of being able to maintain her
position among so many girls, nor wondered what the pupil-teachers were
saying whenever they whispered together; but she was afraid of Mr
Samuel Chute, who would come round to the door much more often than
necessary, to borrow something, or ask a question or two.
The domestic affairs were harder to get over because they appealed
strongly to the heart, and scarcely a day passed without some new
trouble.
To a young girl like Hazel, after the first pangs, there was enough
elasticity to make her feel happy enough in her new home. The rooms
were small, the furniture common, but there was always that pleasant
feeling of seeing, so to speak, the place grow. Her woman's taste set
her busily at work making little things to brighten the rooms. Now a
few pence were spent in pots of musk for the windows.
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