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night we merely advance it a few months." "But--father," her voice trembling, "I--I am not so sure that I wish to marry Captain Le Gaire at--at all." "Not marry him! Why, I supposed that was settled--you seemed very happy--" "Yes, once," she broke in. "I thought I loved him--perhaps I did--but he has not appeared the same man to me of late. I cannot explain; I cannot even tell what it is I mean, but I am afraid to go on. I want more time to decide, to learn my own heart." "You poor little girl, you are nervous, excited." "No, it is not that, papa. I simply doubt myself, my future happiness with this man. Surely you will not urge me to marry one I do not love?" "No, girlie; but this decision comes so suddenly. I had believed you very happy together, and even to-night, when this plan was first broached, there was no word of protest uttered. I thought you were glad." "Not glad! I was stunned, too completely surprised to object. You all took my willingness so for granted that I could find no words to express my real feelings. Indeed I do not believe I knew what they were--not until I sat here alone thinking, and then there came to me a perfect horror of it all. I tried to fight my doubts, tried to convince myself that it was right to proceed, but only to find it impossible. I loathe the very thought; if I consent I know I shall regret the act as long as I live." "But, Billie," he urged earnestly, "what can have occurred to make this sudden change in you? Captain Le Gaire belongs to one of the most distinguished families of the South; is wealthy, educated, a polished gentleman. He will give you everything to make life attractive. Surely this is but a mere whim!" "Have you found me to be a nervous girl, full of whims?" "No, certainly not, but--" "And this is no whim, no mood. I cannot tell, cannot explain all that has of late caused me to distrust Captain Le Gaire, only I do not feel toward him as I once did. I never can again, and if you insist on this marriage, it will mean to me unhappiness--I am, sure of that." "But what can we do at this late hour! Everything is prepared, arranged for; even the minister has arrived, and is waiting." She stood before him, her hands clasped, trembling from head to foot, yet with eyes determined. "Will you delay action a few moments, and send Captain Le Gaire to me? I--I must see him alone." He hesitated, avoiding her eyes and permitting his glance to wander
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