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Papa dear." "Here one minute," said the Vicar, "and gone the next." "No--no. I'm not going. I shall never go away and leave you." "So you say," said the Vicar. "So you say." He looked round uneasily. "It's time for Ally to go to bed. Has Essy brought her milk?" His head bowed to his breast. He fell into a doze. Ally watched. And in the outer room Gwenda and Steven Rowcliffe talked together. "Steven--he's always going on like that. It breaks my heart." "I know, dear, I know." "Do you think he'll ever remember?" "I don't know. I don't think so." Then they sat together without speaking. She was thinking: "How good he is. Surely I may love him for his goodness?" And he that the old man in there had solved _his_ problem, but that his own had been taken out of his hands. And he saw no solution. If the Vicar had gone away and taken Gwenda with him, that would have solved it. God knew he had been willing enough to solve it that way. But here they were, flung together, thrust toward each other when they should have torn themselves apart; tied, both of them, to a place they could not leave. Week in, week out, he would be obliged to see her whether he would or no. And when her tired face rebuked his senses, she drew him by her tenderness; she held him by her goodness. There was only one thing for him to do--to clear out. It was his plain and simple duty. If it hadn't been for Alice and for that old man he would have done it. But, because of them, it was his still plainer and simpler duty to stay where he was, to stick to her and see her through. He couldn't help it if his problem was taken out of his hands. They started. They looked at each other and smiled their strained and tragic smile. In the inner room the Vicar was calling for Gwenda. It was prayer time, he said. * * * * * Rowcliffe had to drive Alice back that night to Upthorne. "Well," he said, as they left the Vicarage behind them, "you see he isn't going to die." "No," said Alice. "But he's out of his mind. I haven't killed him. I've done worse. I've driven him mad." And she stuck to it. She couldn't afford to part with her fear--yet. Rowcliffe was distressed at the failure of his experiment. He told Greatorex that there was nothing to be done but to wait patiently till June. Then--perhaps--they would see. In his own mind he had very little hope. He said to himself that he didn't l
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