FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128  
129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   >>   >|  
st and the sun. Trenchard and Nikitin had left us to go into the town to search for news. We were silent. Suddenly Marie Ivanovna, turning upon us all as though she hated us, cried fiercely: "I think you should know that Mr. Trenchard and I are no longer engaged." It was neither the time nor the place for such a declaration. I cannot suggest why Marie Ivanovna spoke unless it were that she felt life that was betraying her so basely that she, herself, at least, must be honest. We none of us knew what to say. What _could_ we say? This appalling day had sunk for us all individualities. We were scarcely aware of one another's names and here was Marie Ivanovna thrusting all these personalities upon us. Sister Sofia's red-rimmed eyes glittered with pleasure but she only said: "Oh, dear, I'm very sorry." Sister K---- who was always without tact made a most uncomfortable remark: "Poor Mr.!..." That, I believe, was what we were all feeling. I had an impulse to run out into the street, find Trenchard, and make him comfortable. I felt furiously indignant with the girl. We all looked at her, I suppose, with indignation, because she regarded us with a fierce, insulting smile, then turned her back upon us and went to a window. At that moment Molozov with Trenchard, Nikitin and Semyonov, entered. I have said earlier in this book that only upon one occasion have I seen Molozov utterly overcome, a defeated man. This was the occasion to which I refer. He stood there in the doorway, under a vulgar bevy of gilt and crimson cupids, his face dull paste in colour, his hands hanging like lead; he looked at us without seeing us. Semyonov said something to him: "Why, of course," I heard him reply, "we've got to get out as quickly as we can.... That's all." He came over towards us and we were all, except Marie Ivanovna, desperately frightened. She cried to him: "Well, what's the truth? How bad is it?" He didn't turn to her but answered to us all. "It's abominable--everywhere." I know that then the great feeling of us all was that we must escape from the horrible place in some way. This beastly town of O---- (once cursed by us for its gentle placidity) was responsible for the whole disaster; it was as though we said to ourselves, "If we had not been here this would not have happened." We all stood up as though we felt that we must leave at once, and while we stood thus there was a report that shook the floor so that we rock
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128  
129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Trenchard

 

Ivanovna

 

occasion

 

Semyonov

 

looked

 

Molozov

 
Sister
 
feeling
 

Nikitin

 
hanging

quickly
 

defeated

 
overcome
 

search

 

utterly

 

doorway

 
cupids
 
crimson
 

vulgar

 

colour


disaster

 
responsible
 

gentle

 

placidity

 
report
 

happened

 

cursed

 
frightened
 
answered
 

abominable


beastly

 

horrible

 

escape

 

desperately

 

entered

 

thrusting

 

personalities

 

longer

 

engaged

 

scarcely


pleasure

 

rimmed

 

glittered

 

individualities

 

suggest

 
basely
 
betraying
 

honest

 
appalling
 

declaration