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h their precious load of stars, shuddering in their happiness at so good an evening. We sat there as though we had known that it was to be our last night of peace.... Many times the glasses of tea were filled, many times the little blue tin boxes of sweets were pushed up and down the table, many times the china teapot on the top of the samovar was fed with fresh tea, many times spoons were dipped into the strawberry jam and then plunged into the glasses of tea, such being the Russian pleasure. There occurred then an unfortunate incident. Some one had said something about England: there had been a joke then about "sportsmen," some allusion was made to some old story connected with myself, and I had laughingly taken up the challenge. Suddenly Semyonov leaned across the table and spoke to Trenchard. Trenchard, who had been silent throughout the meal, misunderstood the Russian, thought that Semyonov was trying to insult him, and sat there colouring, flaming at last, silent. We all of us felt the awkwardness of it. There was a general pause--Semyonov himself drew back with a little laugh. Suddenly Marie Ivanovna, across the table, in English said softly but with a strange eager hostility: "How absurd!... To let them all see ... to let them know...." Perhaps I, who was sitting next to her, alone heard her words. The colour left Trenchard's face; he looked at her once, then got up and left the table. I could see then that she was distressed, but she talked, laughed more eagerly, more enthusiastically than before. Sometimes I saw her look towards the school-house. When there came an opportunity I rose and went to find him. He was standing near his bed, his back to the door, his hands clenched. "I say, come out again--just as though nothing had happened. No one noticed anything, only I...." He turned to me, his face working and with a passionate gesture, in a voice that choked over the words, he cried: "She should not have said it. She should not ... every one there.... She knew how it would wound me.... Semyonov...." He positively was silent over that name. The mild expression of his eyes, the clumsy kindness of his mouth gave a ludicrous expression to his rage. "Wait! Wait!" I cried. "Be patient!" As I spoke I could hear him in the railway carriage: "I am mad with happiness.... God forgive me, my heart will break." Breaking from me, despair in his voice, he whispered to the empty room, the desolate
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