FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145  
146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   >>   >|  
ght, conscious that Julia, in the next room, was restless and wakeful. Besides a certain troubled consciousness of her failure to please her own people, Julia had in these years a more definite source of worry. Mark Rosenthal was still her patient adorer, and if, like Julia, he allowed the flying months to steal a march upon him, and drifted along in the comfortable conviction that "a little while" would bring a change in Julia's feeling, still he was none the less a watchful and ardent lover, with whom she sometimes found it very difficult to deal. Mark, always tall, was broad as well now, an imposing big fellow, prosperous, shrewd, and self-confident. He had handsome dark eyes, and showed white teeth when he laughed; he dressed well, but not conspicuously; his shoes might be well worn, but they were always bright; and if his suit were shabby, still he was never without gloves. He liked to talk business; he had long ago given up his music and devoted himself with marvellous success to his work. He was no longer with the piano house, but had an excellent position as adjuster of damages, out of court, for one of the street railway companies. The history of his various promotions and his favour with his employers was absorbing to him; but the time came, when Julia was about twenty-two, when his determination to win her became a serious menace to her peace. His manner, which had once been boyish and uncertain, was in these days good-humouredly proprietary. He laughed at little Julia's earnest explanations, and would answer her most eager appeal only with a lover's fond comment upon her eyes. "Yes, darling, I wasn't listening--forgive me!" he said one day, when, with a spark of real anger, Julia had begged him to make his calls at the settlement house a little less frequent and less conspicuous. "What was it?" And with twinkling eyes he caught up the hand that lay near him on the table and kissed it. "I want you not to do that, Mark," said Julia gravely, moving a little farther away, "and please don't call me darling!" "All right, darling!" smiled Mark. "I'm not joking," Julia said resentfully, two red spots in her cheeks. Mark moved to lay his hand over hers penitently, and said, in the low, gentle voice Julia dreaded: "Do you know what's the matter with you, Julie? I'll tell you. You love me and you won't admit it. Girls never will. But that's what makes you so unhappy--you won't let yourself go. Ah, Ju
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145  
146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

darling

 
laughed
 

manner

 

twenty

 

settlement

 

menace

 
begged
 
determination
 

earnest

 

comment


proprietary

 

appeal

 

explanations

 

humouredly

 

forgive

 
boyish
 

answer

 
listening
 

uncertain

 

matter


dreaded

 

penitently

 

gentle

 
unhappy
 

kissed

 

gravely

 

conspicuous

 

twinkling

 
caught
 

moving


farther

 

resentfully

 
joking
 

cheeks

 

smiled

 

frequent

 
feeling
 
watchful
 

ardent

 

change


drifted
 

comfortable

 

conviction

 

imposing

 

fellow

 

prosperous

 

difficult

 
troubled
 

consciousness

 
failure