FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   596   597   598   599   600   601   602   603   604   605   606   607   608   609   610   611   612   613   614   615   616   617   618   619   620  
621   622   623   624   625   626   627   628   629   630   631   632   633   634   635   636   637   638   639   640   641   642   643   644   645   >>   >|  
" said Musselboro. "I suppose you'll do it best." By this time they were in the drawing-room, and the door was closed. Dalrymple had put his hand on the other man's arm, and had led him downstairs, out of reach of hearing from the room above. "You'll tell her,--won't you?" said Musselboro. Then Dalrymple tried to think what loving female friend there was who could break the news to the unfortunate woman. He knew of the Van Sievers, and he knew of the Demolines, and he almost knew that there was no other woman within reach whom he was entitled to regard as closely connected with Mrs. Broughton. He was well aware that the anonymous letter of which Musselboro had just spoken had come from Miss Demolines, and he could not go there for sympathy and assistance. Nor could he apply to Mrs Van Siever after what had passed this morning. To Clara Van Siever he would have applied, but that it was impossible he should reach Clara except through her mother. "I suppose I had better go to her," he said, after a while. And then he went, leaving Musselboro in the drawing-room. "I'm so bad with it," said Musselboro, "that I really don't know how I shall ever go up that court again." Conway Dalrymple made his way up the stairs with very slow steps, and as he did so he could not but think seriously of the nature of his friendship with this woman, and could not but condemn himself heartily for the folly and iniquity of his own conduct. Scores of times he had professed his love to her with half-expressed words, intended to mean nothing, as he said to himself when he tried to excuse himself, but enough to turn her head, even if they did not reach her heart. Now, this woman was a widow, and it came to be his duty to tell her that she was so. What if she should claim from him now the love which he had so often proffered to her! It was not that he feared that she would claim anything from him at this moment,--neither now, nor to-morrow, nor the next day,--but the agony of the present meeting would produce others in which there would be some tenderness mixed with the agony; and so from one meeting to another the thing would progress. Dalrymple knew well enough how such things might progress. But in this danger before him, it was not of himself that he was thinking, but of her. How could he assist her at such a time without doing her more injury than benefit? And, if he did not assist her, who would do so? He knew her to be heartless; but even he
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   596   597   598   599   600   601   602   603   604   605   606   607   608   609   610   611   612   613   614   615   616   617   618   619   620  
621   622   623   624   625   626   627   628   629   630   631   632   633   634   635   636   637   638   639   640   641   642   643   644   645   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Musselboro

 

Dalrymple

 
Demolines
 

meeting

 

Siever

 

progress

 

drawing

 

assist

 

suppose

 

iniquity


heartily

 

condemn

 

friendship

 

nature

 

Scores

 

expressed

 
professed
 

conduct

 

intended

 

excuse


present

 

danger

 

things

 

thinking

 
benefit
 

heartless

 

injury

 
tenderness
 

feared

 
proffered

moment
 
produce
 

morrow

 

impossible

 

unfortunate

 

Sievers

 

loving

 
female
 
friend
 

Broughton


anonymous

 
connected
 
closely
 

entitled

 

regard

 

closed

 
hearing
 

downstairs

 

letter

 

leaving