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slightest sign of that habitual fear which was always aroused within his bosom by visitations from Plumstead. Had Mrs. Arabin thoroughly understood the difference in her father's feeling toward herself and toward her sister, I think she would hardly have gone forth upon any tour while he remained with her in the deanery. It is very hard sometimes to know how intensely we are loved, and of what value our presence is to those who love us! Mrs. Grantly saw the look,--did not analyse it, did not quite understand it,--but felt, as she had so often felt before, that it was not altogether laden with welcome. But all this had nothing to do with the duty on which she had come; nor did it, in the slightest degree, militate against her own affection. "Papa," she said, kissing him, "you are surprised to see me so early?" "Well, my dear, yes;--but very glad all the same. I hope everybody is well at Plumstead?" "Everybody, thank you, papa." "That is well. Posy and I are getting ready for church. Are we not, Posy?" "Grandpapa is getting ready. Mrs. Baxter won't let me go." "No, my dear, no,--not yet, Posy. When Posy is a great girl she can go to the cathedral every day. Only then, perhaps, Posy won't want to go." "I thought that, perhaps, papa, you would sit with me a little while this morning, instead of going to morning prayers." "Certainly, my dear,--certainly. Only I do not like not going;--for who can say how often I may be able to go again? There is so little left, Susan,--so very little left." After that she had not the heart to ask him to stay, and therefore she went with him. As they passed down the stairs and out of the doors she was astonished to find how weak were his footsteps,--how powerless he was against the slightest misadventure. On this very day he would have tripped at the upward step at the cathedral door had she not been with him. "Oh, papa," she said, "indeed, indeed, you should not come here alone." Then he apologised for his little stumble with many words and much shame, assuring her that anybody might trip on an occasion. It was purely an accident; and though it was a comfort to him to have had her arm, he was sure that he would have recovered himself even had he been alone. He always, he said, kept quite close to the wall, so that there might be no mistake,--no possibility of an accident. All this he said volubly, but with confused words, in the covered stone passage leading into the tra
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