FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   >>  
racy to their differing natures; as a teacher she was marvellously patient, explaining a thing over and over again in different fashions, until sometimes after prolonged failure she would throw herself back in her chair: "My God!" (the easy "Mon Dieu" of the foreigner) "am I a fool that you can't understand? Here, So-and-so"--to some one on whose countenance a faint gleam of comprehension was discernible--"tell these flapdoodles of the ages what I mean." With vanity, conceit, pretence of knowledge, she was merciless, if the pupil were a promising one; keen shafts of irony would pierce the sham. With some she would get very angry, lashing them out of their lethargy with fiery scorn; and in truth she made herself a mere instrument for the training of her pupils, careless what they, or any one else thought of her, providing that the resulting benefit to them was secured. And we, who lived around her, who in closest intimacy watched her day after day, we bear witness to the unselfish beauty of her life, the nobility of her character, and we lay at her feet our most reverent gratitude for knowledge gained, lives purified, strength developed. O noble and heroic Soul, whom the outside purblind world misjudges, but whom your pupils partly saw, never through lives and deaths shall we repay the debt of gratitude we owe to you. And thus I came through storm to peace, not to the peace of an untroubled sea of outer life, which no strong soul can crave, but to an inner peace that outer troubles may not avail to ruffle--a peace which belongs to the eternal not to the transitory, to the depths not to the shallows of life. It carried me scatheless through the terrible spring of 1891, when death struck down Charles Bradlaugh in the plenitude of his usefulness, and unlocked the gateway into rest for H. P. Blavatsky. Through anxieties and responsibilities heavy and numerous it has borne me; every strain makes it stronger; every trial makes it serener; every assault leaves it more radiant. Quiet confidence has taken the place of doubt; a strong security the place of anxious dread. In life, through death, to life, I am but the servant of the great Brotherhood, and those on whose heads but for a moment the touch of the Master has rested in blessing can never again look upon the world save through eyes made luminous with the radiance of the Eternal Peace. PEACE TO ALL BEINGS. FOOTNOTES: [Footnote 1: This odious law has now been
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   >>  



Top keywords:

knowledge

 

gratitude

 

strong

 

pupils

 
spring
 

Bradlaugh

 

plenitude

 

usefulness

 
Charles
 

struck


depths
 
unlocked
 

troubles

 

untroubled

 

ruffle

 

shallows

 

carried

 

scatheless

 

transitory

 

eternal


belongs
 

terrible

 

strain

 

blessing

 

luminous

 

rested

 
Master
 
Brotherhood
 

moment

 
radiance

Eternal

 

odious

 
Footnote
 

FOOTNOTES

 

BEINGS

 
servant
 
responsibilities
 

numerous

 

stronger

 

anxieties


Through

 

Blavatsky

 

serener

 
security
 

anxious

 
confidence
 

leaves

 

assault

 

radiant

 
gateway