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posited her in a big chair, where she buried her face and sobbed afresh. He twisted his moustache fiercely, then drew up another chair and sat down. "I--I do not understand," he said. "I am so unhappy," she wailed. "Why unhappy?" "Because... he... he wants me to marry him." His face cleared on the instant, and he placed a hand soothingly on hers. "That should not make any girl unhappy," he remarked sagely. "Because you don't love him is no reason--of course, you don't love him?" Loretta shook her head and shoulders in a vigorous negative. "What?" Bashford wanted to make sure. "No," she asserted explosively. "I don't love Billy! I don't want to love Billy!" "Because you don't love him," Bashford resumed with confidence, "is no reason that you should be unhappy just because he has proposed to you." She sobbed again, and from the midst of her sobs she cried-- "That's the trouble. I wish I did love him. Oh, I wish I were dead!" "Now, my dear child, you are worrying yourself over trifles." His other hand crossed over after its mate and rested on hers. "Women do it every day. Because you have changed your mind or did not know your mind, because you have--to use an unnecessarily harsh word--jilted a man--" "Jilted!" She had raised her head and was looking at him with tear-dimmed eyes. "Oh, Ned, if that were all!" "All?" he asked in a hollow voice, while his hands slowly retreated from hers. He was about to speak further, then remained silent. "But I don't want to marry him," Loretta broke forth protestingly. "Then I shouldn't," he counselled. "But I ought to marry him." "OUGHT to marry him?" She nodded. "That is a strong word." "I know it is," she acquiesced, while she strove to control her trembling lips. Then she spoke more calmly. "I am a wicked woman, a terribly wicked woman. No one knows how wicked I am--except Billy." There was a pause. Ned Bashford's face was grave, and he looked queerly at Loretta. "He--Billy knows?" he asked finally. A reluctant nod and flaming cheeks was the reply. He debated with himself for a while, seeming, like a diver, to be preparing himself for the plunge. "Tell me about it." He spoke very firmly. "You must tell me all of it." "And will you--ever--forgive me?" she asked in a faint, small voice. He hesitated, drew a long breath, and made the plunge. "Yes," he said desperately. "I'll forgive you. Go ahead." "There was no o
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