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eak: she knew that if she had not removed them then they would have been shaken off. He could see them amongst the folds of black lace at her breast--clutching, tearing, as if she had not room to breathe. "Your wife!" she said, with a gasp. "I did not know.... She has been beforehand with me, then! And it is she--she--that you will take--to Spain?" "There is no question of Spain. I mean to stay here in England and fight the matter out. My wife would be the first person to tell me so. I cannot imagine her speaking to me again if I were coward enough to run away." "She would not do for you what I have done!" cried the unhappy woman, now, as it seemed, beside herself. "If she believes you innocent, so much the easier for her! But I--I--believe you guilty--yes, Caspar Brooke, I believe that you killed my brother--and I do not care! I loved him, yes; but I love you--_you_--a thousand times more!" "You do not know what you are saying. You are mad. Be silent, Rosalind," said Caspar Brooke, in a deep tone of anger. But she raved on. "Have I not been silent for years? And who is as faithful to you as I have been? It is easy to love a man who is innocent; but not a man who is guilty! Guilty or not--I do not care. It is you that I care for--and you may have as many sins as you please upon your soul--but they are nothing to me. I am past anything now but speaking the truth. Have you no pity for a woman to whom you are dearer than her own soul?" She would have thrown herself at his feet, if he had not prevented her. He was touched a little by her suffering, but he was also immeasurably angered and disgusted. An exhibition of uncontrolled feeling was not the way to charm him. His one desire now became the desire to escape. "I should have no pity," he said, gravely, "for my own selfishness and cowardice, if I took advantage of this moment of weakness on your part. It _is_ weakness, I hope--I will not call it by any other name. You will recover from it when the stress of this painful time is over, and you will be glad to forget it as I shall do. Believe me, I will not think of it again. It shall be in my mind as though you had not said it; and, though it will be impossible for us to continue on our former terms of friendship, I shall always wish for your welfare, and hope that time will bring you happiness and peace." She made no answer. She lay where he had placed her, her head buried amongst the cushions, crushed to
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