FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215  
216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   >>   >|  
. You, you and no other, are the woman that I love; and, beside you, Ethel is nothing to me at all." "You might at least remember your duty to her," said Lesley, with severity. "You have won her heart, and you are about to vow to make her happy. I cannot understand how you can be so false to her." "If I am false to her," said Oliver, pleadingly, "I am true to the dictates of my own heart. Hear me, Lesley--pity me! I have promised to marry a woman whom I do not love. I acknowledge it frankly. I shall never make her happy--strive as I may, her nature will never assimilate with mine. She will go through life a disappointed woman; while, if I set her free, she will find some man whom she loves and will be happy with him. You may as well confess that this is true. You may as well acknowledge that her nature is too light, too trivial to be rent asunder by any falsity of mine. Ethel will never break her heart; but you might break yours, Lesley--and I--I also--have a heart to break." Lesley smiled scornfully. "Yours will not break very easily," she said, "and I can answer for mine." "You are strong," he said, using the formula by which men know how to soften women's hearts, "stronger than I am. Be merciful, Lesley! I am very weak, I know; but weakness means suffering. Can you not pity me, when you think that my weakness and my suffering come from love of you?" "I am very sorry, Mr. Trent, but I really cannot help it. It is your own fault--not mine," said Lesley, a little hotly. "I never thought of such a thing." "No, you were as innocent and as good as you always are," he broke in, "and you did not know what you were doing when you led me on with those sweet looks and sweet words of yours. I can believe that. But you did the mischief, Lesley, without meaning it; and you must not refuse to make amends. You made me think you loved me." "Oh, no, no," said Lesley, her face aflame with outraged modesty. "I never made you think so! You were mistaken--that is all!" "You made me think you loved me," Oliver repeated, doggedly, "and you owe me amends. To say the very least, you have given me great pain: you have made me the most miserable of men, and wrecked all chance of happiness between Ethel and myself--have you no heart that you can refuse to repair a little of the harm that you have done? You are a cruel woman--I could almost say a wicked woman: hard, false, and cowardly; and I wish my words could blight your life a
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215  
216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Lesley
 

refuse

 

amends

 

nature

 

suffering

 

weakness

 

Oliver

 

acknowledge

 

remember

 
mischief

meaning

 

thought

 

innocent

 

severity

 

repair

 

chance

 

happiness

 
blight
 
cowardly
 
wicked

wrecked

 

miserable

 

modesty

 

mistaken

 

repeated

 

outraged

 

aflame

 

doggedly

 
confess
 

trivial


dictates
 
falsity
 

asunder

 
assimilate
 
frankly
 
promised
 

disappointed

 

smiled

 
scornfully
 
understand

merciful
 

strive

 

stronger

 
strong
 
answer
 

easily

 

pleadingly

 

formula

 

hearts

 

soften