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u, when you can hear all that I can tell you of my hopes, my dreams, my aspirations----" "I do not want to hear," said Lesley, putting out her hand blindly. "Please do not tell me: it makes me miserable--indeed, I must not listen." Again Maurice stood silent for a moment. "_Must_ not listen?" he repeated at length, with a keen look at her. "Why must you not?" Lesley made no answer. "You speak strangely," said Kenyon, with some slight coldness beginning to manifest itself in his manner. "Why should you not listen to me? If you are thinking of your father, I can assure you that he has no objection to me. I have consulted him already. He would be honestly glad, I believe, if you could care for me--he has told me so. Does his opinion go for nothing?" She shook her head. "I can't explain," she said brokenly. "I can only ask you not to say anything--at least--I have promised----" "Promised not to listen to me?" "To anything of the kind," said Lesley, feeling that she was making a terrible mess of the whole affair, and yet unable to loosen her tongue sufficiently to explain. "May I ask to whom you gave this promise?" "No," said Lesley. There was another silence, but this time it was a silence charged with ominous significance. Maurice's face was very white, and a peculiar rigidity showed itself in the lines of his features. He was very much disappointed, and he also felt that he had some right to be displeased. "If you were bound by any such promise, Miss Brooke," he said, "I think it would have been better that your friends should have known of it. I don't think that Mr. Brooke was aware----" "Oh, no, he knew nothing about it." "It was a promise made before you came here?" "Yes." "Of which your mother--Lady Alice--approves?" "Oh, yes--it was to her--because she----" Lesley stammered and tried to explain. There was a tremendous oppression upon her, such as one feels sometimes in a nightmare dream. She longed to speak out, to clear herself in Maurice's eyes, and yet she could not frame a single intelligible sentence. It was as though she were afflicted with dumbness. "I think," said Maurice, deliberately, "that your father and your aunt had a right to know this fact. You seem to have kept them in ignorance of it. And I have been led into a mistake. I can assure you, Miss Brooke, that if I had been aware of any previous promise--or--or engagement of yours, I should never have presu
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