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ed. You will be quite safe going back now. The snow will be deep, perhaps, but it is not far." She went to the window, got his cap and gloves, and handed them to him. He took them, dumbfounded and overcome. "Say, I ain't done it right, mebbe, but I meant well, and I'd be good to you and proud of you, and I'd love you better than anything I ever saw," he said, shamefacedly, but eagerly and honestly, too. "Ah, you should have said those last words first," she answered. "I say them now." "They come too late; but they would have been too late in any case," she added. "Still, I am glad you said them." She opened the door for him. "I made a mistake," he urged, humbly. "I understand better now. I never had any schoolin'." "Oh, it isn't that," she answered, gently. "Good-bye." Suddenly he turned. "You're right--it couldn't ever be," he said. "You're--you're great. And I owe you my life still!" He stepped out into the biting air. For a moment Pauline stood motionless in the middle of the room, her gaze fixed upon the door which had just closed; then, with a wild gesture of misery and despair, she threw herself upon the couch in a passionate outburst of weeping. Sobs shook her from head to foot, and her hands, clenched above her head, twitched convulsively. Presently the door opened and her mother looked in eagerly. At what she saw her face darkened and hardened for an instant, but then the girl's utter abandonment of grief and agony convinced and conquered her. Some glimmer of the true understanding of the problem which Pauline represented got into her heart and drove the sullen selfishness from her face and eyes and mind. She came over heavily and, sinking upon her knees, swept an arm around the girl's shoulder. She realized what had happened, and probably this was the first time in her life that she had ever come by instinct to a revelation of her daughter's mind or of the faithful meaning of incidents of their lives. "You said no to John Alloway," she murmured. Defiance and protest spoke in the swift gesture of the girl's hands. "You think because he was white that I'd drop into his arms! No--no--no!" "You did right, little one." The sobs suddenly stopped, and the girl seemed to listen with all her body. There was something in her Indian mother's voice she had never heard before--at least, not since she was a little child and swung in a deerskin hammock in a tamarac-tree by Renton's Lodge, w
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