FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90  
91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   >>   >|  
d not count for a single moment," she added, with a sudden tremor in her tone. "You are right, of course," he answered, "and yet, Rachael, you must remember this. You have finished with the world. I am compelled to live in it." "If you are," she rejoined, "is that any reason, Bertrand, why you should pause to listen to the voices whose cry is meaningless? Think! Remember the blind folly of it all. A decade, a cycle of years, and the men who pass you in Pall Mall, and the women who smile at you from their carriages, will be dead and gone. You--you may become the Emperor of Time itself. Remember that!" "And in the meantime, one has to live." "Keep your head in the clouds," she said. "Make use of these people, but always remember that in the light of what may come, they are only the dirt beneath your feet. Remember that you may be the first of all the ages to solve the great secret--the secret of carrying your consciousness beyond the grave." "Life is short," he said, "and the task is great." "Too great for cowards," she answered. "Yet look at me. Do I despair? I am seventy-one years old. I have no fear of death. I have learnt enough at least to help me into the grave. That will do, Bertrand. Go on with your breakfast, and burn that letter." He tore it in half, and went to the sideboard to help himself from one of the dishes. When he returned, Madame was drumming thoughtfully upon the tablecloth with her long fingers. "Bertrand," she said. He looked toward her curiously. There was a new note, a new expression in the way she had pronounced his name. "The girl, the little fair fool of a girl with money--Lois Champneyes you called her--where is she?" "She is in London," he answered. "With the Rochesters?" "Yes!" Rachael frowned. "You find it difficult to see her, then?" she remarked, thoughtfully. "I can see her whenever I choose to," he answered. "You must marry her," Rachael said. "The girl will serve your purpose as well as another. She is rich, and she is a fool." "She is not of age," Saton said drily, "and Mr. Rochester is her guardian." "She will be of age very soon," Rachael answered, "and the money is sure." "Do we need it?" he asked, a little impatiently. "We are making now far more than we can spend." "We need money all the time," she answered. "At present, things prosper. Yet a change might come--a change in the laws, a campaign in the press--anything. Even the tru
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90  
91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
answered
 

Rachael

 
Remember
 

Bertrand

 
change
 
secret
 
remember
 

thoughtfully

 

tablecloth

 

sideboard


Champneyes

 

Madame

 

pronounced

 

fingers

 

returned

 

curiously

 

drumming

 

expression

 

called

 

looked


dishes

 

purpose

 

making

 

impatiently

 
campaign
 
present
 

things

 

prosper

 

guardian

 

difficult


remarked

 
frowned
 
London
 

Rochesters

 

choose

 

Rochester

 

letter

 

decade

 

meaningless

 
Emperor

carriages
 
voices
 

listen

 

tremor

 
sudden
 

single

 

moment

 

reason

 

rejoined

 
finished