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--even if you were almost in rags!" "I had been with the Sisters until I went to high school," she murmured. "It makes a difference in a child's mind what is said and thought by those around her." "Of course. But, Dulcie, it is usually the unfortunate rule that the lower subtly contaminates the higher, even in casual association--that the weaker gradually undermines the stronger until it sinks to lesser levels. It has not been so with you. Your clear mind remained untarnished, your aspiration uncontaminated. Somewhere within you had been born the quality of recognition; and when your eyes opened on better things you recognised them and did not forget after they disappeared----" Again he ceased speaking, aware, suddenly, that for the first time he was making the effort to analyse this girl for his own information. Heretofore, he had accepted her, sometimes curious, sometimes amused, puzzled, doubtful, even uneasy as her mind revealed itself by degrees and her character glimmered through in little fitful gleams from that still hidden thing, herself. He began to speak again, before he knew he was speaking--indeed, as though within him somewhere another man were using his lips and voice as vehicles: "You know, Dulcie, it's not going to end--our companionship. Your real life is all ahead of you; it's already beginning--the life which is properly yours to shape and direct and make the most of. "I don't know what kind of life yours is going to be; I know, merely, that your career doesn't lie down stairs in the superintendent's lodgings. And this life of ours here in the studio is only temporary, only a phase of your development toward clearer aims, higher aspiration, nobler effort. "Tranquillity, self-respect, intelligent responsibility, the happiness of personal independence are the prizes: the path on which you have started leads to the only pleasure man has ever really known--labour." He looked down at her hand lying within his own, stroked the slender fingers thoughtfully, noticing the whiteness and fineness of them, now that they had rested for three months from their patient martyrdom in Soane's service. "I'll talk to my mother and sister about it," he concluded. "All you need is a start in whatever you're going to do in life. And you bet you're going to get it, Sweetness!" He patted her hand, laughed, and released it. She couldn't speak just then--she tried to as she stood there, head averted and
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