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ithheld, according to the softness of the masculine heart and the beauty of the suppliant feminine form. Guy Oscard was quite sure of his own impressions. This girl had allowed him to begin loving her, had encouraged him to go on, had led him to believe that his love was returned. And in his simple ignorance of the world he did not see why these matters should be locked up in his own breast from a mistaken sense of chivalry to be accorded where no chivalry was due. "No," he answered. "There is nothing more to be said." Without looking towards her, Jack Meredith made a few steps towards the door--quietly, self-composedly, with that perfect savoir-faire of the social expert that made him different from other men. Millicent Chyne felt a sudden plebeian desire to scream. It was all so heartlessly well-bred. He turned on his heel with a little half-cynical bow. "I leave my name with you," he said. "It is probable that you will be put to some inconvenience. I can only regret that this--denouement did not come some months ago. You are likely to suffer more than I, because I do not care what the world thinks of me. Therefore you may tell the world what you choose about me--that I drink, that I gamble, that I am lacking in--honour! Anything that suggests itself to you, in fact. You need not go away; I will do that." She listened with compressed lips and heaving shoulders; and the bitterest drop in her cup was the knowledge that he despised her. During the last few minutes he had said and done nothing that lowered him in her estimation--that touched in any way her love for him. He had not lowered himself in any way, but he had suavely trodden her under foot. His last words--the inexorable intention of going away--sapped her last lingering hope. She could never regain even a tithe of his affection. "I think," he went on, "that you will agree with me in thinking that Guy Oscard's name must be kept out of this entirely. I give you carte blanche except that." With a slight inclination of the head he walked to the door. It was characteristic of him that although he walked slowly he never turned his head nor paused. Oscard followed him with the patient apathy of the large and mystified. And so they left her--amidst the disorder of the half-unpacked wedding presents--amidst the ruin of her own life. Perhaps, after all, she was not wholly bad. Few people are; they are only bad enough to be wholly unsatisfactory and quite
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