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his. INGOLF. I always knew you were high-minded, Hrafnhild, but-- HADDA PADDA. And Runa, dear, won't we be the same friendly sisters we have always been? [Strokes her hair.] Do you want to see that I love you as much as ever? [Takes her hand.] Come, let me take you in my arms. KRISTRUN [bursting into tears, she throws herself into Hadda's arms]. Hadda, dear-- HADDA PADDA [presses Kristrun violently to her breast]. KRISTRUN [throwing her head back]. Hadda, Hadda, you are hurting me! HADDA PADDA [lets go of her--turns to Ingolf]. And now I would like to speak to you for a moment. May I? INGOLF. Yes, certainly. HADDA PADDA, Oh, there's Helga. She is looking for me, Runa, dear, may I say a few words to Ingolf? You meet Helga, and start for home with her, won't you? KRISTRUN. I'll do that, Hadda. [Hurries away.] HADDA PADDA [sits down]. I think I have discovered that you don't really enjoy your new happiness. That is why I want to talk to you. INGOLF. You have told me all I want to hear. HADDA PADDA [involuntarily frowning a moment]. It is strange how proud the imagination can be, pretending to be a strong reality. If I had really loved you at all, I would still. I do not. So long as you were free, I made myself believe I had a certain claim to you. But once you were engaged to any one else, the same thing would have happened?--I should have forgotten you in a week. INGOLF. You need not tell me this, I know it. HADDA PADDA. What do you know? INGOLF. I know that you deny your own heart for the sake of others. HADDA PADDA. Now you think too highly of both of us. I am not so good as you would make me, and it is not so difficult to forget you as you imagine.--You won't believe that I have succeeded in forgetting you. Won't you believe, either, that I have made every effort to do it? The day before yesterday I locked myself in my room, and took out your letters to see whether I could bear to read them. I wanted to test myself,--you know I like to get to the very heart of things. Well, I read letter after letter. It is a remarkable power that is given to a trivial matter. If I had not read the letters, I might still have felt unhappy, but I read and read with ever increasing calmness. I don't believe my feelings. I go walking, searching for all the places where the earth must be scorched with burning pleasures, in order to know whether they enkindle memories so sacred that they can again inflame
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