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look or a gesture denoted how the tidings affected her. "Well," asked he at last, "what do you say to it all?" "It's worse--I mean worse for us--than I had ever suspected! Surely, Gusty, _you_ had no conception that their case had such apparent strength and solidity?" "I have thought so for many a day," said he, gloomily. "Thought that they, and not we--" she could not go on. "Just so, dearest," said he, drawing his chair to her side, and laying his hand affectionately on her shoulder. "And do you believe that poor papa thought so?" said she, and her eyes now swam in tears. A scarcely perceptible nod was all his answer. "Oh, Gusty, this is more misery than I was prepared for!" cried she, throwing herself on his shoulder. "To think that all the time we were--what many called--outraging the world with display; exhibiting our wealth in every ostentatious way; to think that it was not ours, that we were mere pretenders, with a mock rank, a mock station." "My father did not go thus far, Nelly," said he, gravely. "That he did not despise these pretensions I firmly believe; but that they ever gave him serious reason to suppose his right could be successfully disputed, this I do not believe. His fear was, that when the claim came to be resisted by one like myself, the battle would be ill fought. It was in this spirit he said, 'Would that Marion had been a boy! '" "And what will you do, Gusty?" "I 'll tell you what I will not do, Nelly," said he, firmly. "I will not, as this letter counsels me, go back to live where it is possible I have no right to live, nor spend money to which the law may to-morrow declare I have no claim. I will abide by what that law shall declare, without one effort to bias it in my favor. I have a higher pride in submitting myself to this trial than ever I had in being the owner of Castello. It may be that I shall not prove equal to what I propose to myself. I have no over-confidence in my own strength, but I like to think, that if I come well through the ordeal, I shall have done what will dignify a life, humble even as mine, and give me a self-respect without which existence is valueless to me. Will you stand by me, Nelly, in this struggle--I shall need you much?" "To the last," said she, giving him both her hands, which he grasped within his, and pressed affectionately. "Write, then, one line from me to Sedley, to say that I entrust the case entirely to his guidance; that I
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