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nything to _me_; but I cannot relinquish the opportunity of a reckoning with this Russian. The insolence of his wealth gives all the venom to this outrage, and I 'll shoot him! All the splendor of his riches can avail him but little now. And, except some more gold upon his coffin, and a richer pall to cover it, he has no advantage over me, ruined and beggared as I am. As to my scores with the world at large, I am about quits. _They_ cheated _me_ when I was a young, unsuspecting boy, trusting and believing every one. _I_ repaid _them_, as my own time came. Men understand this thoroughly, but women never do. The moment you cease to be _their_ dupe, they hate you. As to my debts, they gave me little trouble when living, they 're not likely to disturb my rest in the churchyard; and as for friends, there is not one alive to whom I could send a last word of affection; and yet--you'll scarcely believe it--with all this I 'd like to live; although if you ask me why, I couldn't tell it Perhaps it is this," cried he, after a pause; "the yelping pack that cried me down in my absence will do so now without fear or restraint The stories of me that once were whispered will now be told aloud. Slander and calumny can go abroad without a dread of consequences. But even that is a poor thing to live for!" The Frenchman's philosophy had taught him but few sympathies with such gloomy ideas, and he tried in every way to rally his friend; but Norwood's mind was full of very different sorrows from those he had dwelt upon. It was the canker of a disappointed, abortive life was eating into his heart A fair fortune squandered, a noble name tarnished, a high position sacrificed, and now an ignominious quarrel to close his career,--these were the reflections which, far more embittering than all his words, now tortured and agonized him. "Come," said he, suddenly, "we had better move forward. It is getting nigh daybreak, and our Prince will soon be retiring to his room." They now drove rapidly on for some time, and at last reached the gate, where the porter, at once recognizing Mor-lache's carriage and livery, admitted them without a word. "You 'll have to wait for me here, Count," said Norwood, when they stopped at the door. "I 'll contrive not to keep you long; but this part of the matter I must do alone." The bell had scarcely done ringing when the door was opened. "The Prince is still at table?" said Norwood, half in assertion, half in inq
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