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Then, passing his other arm around her, so as to prevent escape, he said, but in a voice barely audible, the one word, "Lola!" With a violent effort she tried to disengage herself from his grasp; and although her struggles were great, not a cry, not a syllable escaped her. "Hear me, Lola," said D'Esmonde; "hear me with patience and with calm, if not for my sake, for your own." "Unhand me, then," said she, in a voice which, though low, was uttered with all the vehemence of strong emotion. "I am not a prisoner beneath this roof." "Not a prisoner, say you?" said D'Esmonde, as he locked the door, and advanced towards her. "Can there be any bondage compared to this? Does the world know of any slavery so debasing?" "Dare to utter such words again, and I will call to my aid those who will hurl you from that window," said she, in the same subdued accents. "That priestly robe will be but a poor defence here." "You'd scarcely benefit by the call, Lola," said D'Esmonde, as he stole one hand within the folds of his robe. "Would you kill me?" cried she, growing deathly pale. "Be calm, and hear me," said the priest, as he pressed her down upon a seat, and took one directly opposite to her. "It never could be my purpose, Lola, to have come here either to injure or revile you. I may, indeed, sorrow over the fall of one whose honorable ambitions might have soared so high; I may grieve for a ruin that was so causeless; but, save when anguish may wring from me a word of bitterness, I will not hurt your ears, Lola. I know everything,--all that has happened; yet have I to learn who counselled you to this flight." "Here was my adviser,----here!" said she, pressing her hand firmly against her side. "My heart, bursting and indignant,----my slighted affection,----my rejected love! you ask me this,----you, who knew how I loved him." For some seconds her emotion overcame her, and, as she covered her face with her hands, she swayed and rocked from side to side, like one in acute bodily pain. "I stooped to tell him all,--how I had thought and dreamed of him; how followed his footsteps; sought out the haunts that he frequented, and loved to linger in the places where he had been. I told him, too, of one night when I had even ventured to seek him in his own chamber, and was nearly detected by another who chanced to be there; my very dress was torn in my flight. There was no confession too humiliating for my lips to utter, nor m
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