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hat the man she loves is--if she honors him. His cause is hers, his country hers, his God is her God!" "Her heart is with neither side----" "Her heart is with you! Shame to doubt her--if I read her eyes! Read them, Carus!" I wheeled, speechless; Elsin Grey stood before me, deadly pale. After a moment she moved forward, laying her hand on my shoulder and facing Colonel Willett with a smile. All color had fled from her face, but neither lip nor voice quivered as she spoke: "I think you do understand, sir. We Canadiennes yield nothing in devotion to the women of New York. Where we love, we honor. What matters it where the alarm sounds? We understand our lovers; we can give them to the cause of freedom as well here in Tryon County as on the plains of Abraham--can we not, my betrothed?" she said, looking into my face; but her smile was heart-breaking. "Child, child," said Willett, taking her free hand in both of his, "you speak a silent language with your eyes that no man can fail to understand." "I failed," I said bitterly, as Willett kissed her hand, placed it in mine, and, turning, entered the open door. "And what blame, Carus?" she whispered. "What have I been to you but a symbol of unbridled selfishness, asking all, giving nothing? How could you know I loved you so dearly that I could stand aside to let you pass? First I loved you selfishly, shamelessly; then I begged your guilty love, offering mine in the passion of my ignorance and bewilderment." Her arm fell from my shoulder and nestled in mine, and we turned away together under the brilliant autumn glory of the trees. "That storm that tore me--ah, Carus--I had been wrecked without your strong arm to bear me up!" "It was you who bore me up, Elsin. How can I leave you now!" "Why, Carus, our honor is involved." "_Our_ honor!" "Yes, dear, ours." "You--you bid me go, Elsin?" "If I bid you stay, what would avail except to prove me faithless to you? How could I truly love you and counsel dishonor?" White as a flower, the fixed smile never left her lips, nor did her steady pace beside me falter, or knee tremble, or a finger quiver of the little hand that lay within my own. And then we fell silent, walking to and fro under the painted maple-trees in Johnstown streets, seeing no one, heeding no one, until the bell at the fort struck the hour. It meant the end. We kissed each other once. I could not speak. My horse, led by Jack Moun
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