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regret the very complete happiness which might have been his for a few years, was a matter of doubt,--with even possibilities. But there must be a long intermission before he could marry another woman. His determination to leave California for a year was fixed, but what excuse to offer Don Roberto and Magdalena was the question which beset him in all his waking hours and amid all his torments. During these three days he avoided seeing Magdalena alone. On the afternoon of the fourth day he came face to face with Helena Belmont in the Mercantile Library. She was leaving as he entered. They looked at each other for a moment, then without a word both walked toward a room at the right of the door. This was a long narrow apartment leading off the great room, and was darker, dustier, gloomier, grimmer. As the building stood almost against another of equal height, its side windows looked upon blank walls; but some measure of grey light was coaxed down from the narrow strip above by means of reflectors. The walls were lined with old books bound in calf black with age, and in the centre was a long narrow table which looked as if it should have a coffin on it. This room had depressed many cheerful lovers in its time; it was enough to drive tormented souls to suicide. Trennahan and Helena sat down in an angle where they were least likely to be seen. "What are you going to do?" asked Helena. "I am going away for a year as soon as I can invent a decent excuse." "Then shall you come back and marry 'Lena?" "Yes." "Suppose you still love me?" "It will make no difference. And Time works wonders. You will have quite forgotten me." "I sincerely hope I shall." Her voice shook. There was agitation in every curve of her figure. But had anyone entered, their faces could not have been distinguished two feet away. The sky was grey. There was no light to reflect. "It is the first time I haven't got what I wanted," she said ingenuously. "It will make your next triumph the keener. I shall be glad to serve as a shadow for the high lights." "I have suffered horribly in the last week." "So have I, if that consoles you. But I have had a good deal of suffering in my life, one way and another, and I shall weather it. I wish I could take your share." "Shouldn't you like to marry me?" "Of course I should. Why do you ask such foolish questions?" "I want to talk it all out. I love 'Lena, but I don't love her better
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