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, fight like dogs and cats. I beg your pardon, my Mary; but they do, though the words are ugly.' 'Ah! but if you had tried it as I've tried it, you would know better, Eric.' 'I think I should, dear. But it's too late now. I must just go and see. There's no other way left.' The terrible cough came again. As soon as the fit was over, with a grand despair in his heart, Robert went from behind the screen. Ericson was on a couch. His head lay on Mary St. John's bosom. Neither saw him. 'Perhaps,' said Ericson, panting with death, 'a kiss in heaven may be as good as being married on earth, Mary.' She saw Robert and did not answer. Then Eric saw him. He smiled; but Mary grew very pale. Robert came forward, stooped and kissed Ericson's forehead, kneeled and kissed Mary's hand, rose and went out. From that moment they were both dead to him. Dead, I say--not lost, not estranged, but dead--that is, awful and holy. He wept for Eric. He did not weep for Mary yet. But he found a time. Ericson died two days after. Here endeth Robert's youth. CHAPTER XXV. IN MEMORIAM. In memory of Eric Ericson, I add a chapter of sonnets gathered from his papers, almost desiring that those only should read them who turn to the book a second time. How his papers came into my possession, will be explained afterwards. Tumultuous rushing o'er the outstretched plains; A wildered maze of comets and of suns; The blood of changeless God that ever runs With quick diastole up the immortal veins; A phantom host that moves and works in chains; A monstrous fiction which, collapsing, stuns The mind to stupor and amaze at once; A tragedy which that man best explains Who rushes blindly on his wild career With trampling hoofs and sound of mailed war, Who will not nurse a life to win a tear, But is extinguished like a falling star:-- Such will at times this life appear to me, Until I learn to read more perfectly. HOM. IL. v. 403. If thou art tempted by a thought of ill, Crave not too soon for victory, nor deem Thou art a coward if thy safety seem To spring too little from a righteous will: For there is nightmare on thee, nor until Thy soul hath caught the morning's early gleam Seek thou to analyze the monstrous dream By painful introversion; rather fill Thine eye with forms thou knowest to be truth:
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