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low as he clutched the old woman's hand and wrung it unconsciously. "What is it? not shame, Sara--say, woman, 'tis not shame that has come upon him in his old age!" Sara was embarrassed for the first time. "Shame," she said, "in the eyes of men, is sometimes honour in the eyes of God! Listen, Gethin--Dost remember the night of thy going from Garthowen?" He nodded with a serious look in his eyes. "That night I had a dream; only, I was awake when I saw it. I was at Garthowen in my dream, and I saw a dark figure entering Gwilym Morris's room; he stooped down and opened a drawer, and took something out of it. I could not see the man's face, but it was not _thee_, Gethin, though thy sudden disappearance made them think at first, that thou wert the thief; only Morva and I knew better. She heard a footstep that night, and when she went out to the passage, she saw thee coming out of that room. But she and I knew that it was not thou who took the money. What dreadful sight met thee in that room, Gethin bach, we did not know, but it was something that made thee reel out like a drunken man." "It was, it was," he answered, shuddering and covering his eyes with his hands, as though he saw it still. "'Twas a sight that shadowed the whole world to me, and has altered my life ever since. Dei anwl! 'twas a sight I would give my whole life not to have seen." "I know it all now, my boy, and I know what thou must have suffered. _'Twas thy father who took Gwilym Morris's money_. Sorrow and bitter repentance have been his companions by day, and have sat by his pillow at night, ever since he was tempted to commit that sin. He has become thin, and haggard, and old. He confessed it all at the Sciet. And think how hard it must have been for him to bring himself to tell it all before the men who had thought so highly of him. 'Twas for Will's sake, but 'twas you that he wronged, Gethin, and that is what is breaking his heart." "Me!" said Gethin. "Me? He is not grieving for me, is he? Poor old man! he did me no wrong; 'twas I by going away, brought the dishonour upon myself. And he confessed it all!" "Yes," said Sara, "and made it all as black as he could. Canst forgive him, Gethin?" "Forgive him? Fancy Gethin Owens _forgiving_ anyone! as if he was such a good man himself! especially his own father! I have nothing to forgive; he did me no harm, poor old man. And if all the world is going to turn again
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