FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147  
148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   >>   >|  
and thumped along his little gangway. Rosa waited until he had passed the further turret and then turned to me. "'It isn't easy to say it, though, after all,' she said. 'I was a little baby at Aunt Rebecca's, then a little girl and now a big girl. Before that, there was my mother who was dead. My father, dead too, a soldier like him'--she nodded towards the head and bayonet sliding backwards and forwards--'in Abyssinia, you know.' "'Ah!' I said. 'Yes. But why don't you know your----' Rosa interrupted me. "'That is just it,' she said. 'Now you come to it. I can't tell you all about it. I don't know the words. There are people in Genova who know. Uncle Oscar knows. He can tell you ... if you ask him.' "Now it was perfectly obvious to me that my girl was not trying to hide some shameful secret from me, but rather that, her speech in our tongue running for the most part on the material details of life, she simply hadn't the words, as she put it, to relate a story in a higher key. I own I was interested, because it was a point which had struck me very much in the study of languages. You must have noticed how you can go along smoothly enough, learning vocabularies, verbs, adjectives, idioms, and so on, reading newspapers and books, filling in what you don't know with a guess or a skip, asking for things at the table, giving orders to a tailor or a barber; and when anybody asks you if you know that language, you say yes, and I suppose you are justified in a way. But just try to express the fundamental and secret things of your life, something that has happened, not in a book, but in your own soul, and see how ragged and beggarly your vocabulary is! The fact is, you don't often speak of these things in any language, let alone a foreign one. Rosa was never talkative. She could be silent without being sullen. Ours, you may say, was for the most part a silent courtship. "Well, I did what she suggested. By good chance Oscar Hank's ship, the _Prinz Karl_, was due in from New York at the time, and when I saw her two big yellow funnels and top-heavy passenger decks blocking the view of the Principe, I went over. Mr. Hank, _Signore_ Hank, was a man who had seen the best of his life before he married Rebecca. He was a tall, spare-ribbed man with high shoulders and thin hair brushed across an ivory patch of bald scalp. His face was strong enough, but worn. He had prominent eyes and sharp cheek-bones accentuated by the hollows i
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147  
148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
things
 

secret

 

silent

 

Rebecca

 

language

 

express

 

sullen

 

fundamental

 

suggested

 
suppose

justified

 

courtship

 

beggarly

 

ragged

 

vocabulary

 

foreign

 

happened

 
talkative
 
brushed
 
ribbed

shoulders

 

accentuated

 

hollows

 

strong

 

prominent

 

married

 

yellow

 

funnels

 
passenger
 

Signore


blocking
 
Principe
 

chance

 
Abyssinia
 
interrupted
 
forwards
 

backwards

 

bayonet

 
sliding
 
perfectly

obvious
 

people

 

Genova

 
nodded
 
turned
 

turret

 

passed

 

thumped

 

gangway

 

waited