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in to remind them of every provoking admonition he had given on the subject. And who does not know that these little trials of life are its hardest trials? The mother did not attempt to say one word of comfort, or hope, or excuse. She only took the child in her arms, and wept for her. At this hour she would not wound her by even an angry word concerning him. "I loved him so much, _moeder_." "Thou could not help it. Handsome, and gallant, and gay he was. I never shall forget seeing thee dance with him." "And he did love me. A woman knows when she is loved." "Yes, I am sure he loved thee." "He has gone? Really gone?" "No doubt is there of it. Stay in thy room, and have thy grief out with thyself." "No; I will come to my work. Every day will now be the same. I shall look no more for any joy; but my duty I will do." They went downstairs together. The clean linen, the stockings that required mending, lay upon the table. Katherine sat down to the task. Resolutely, but almost unconsciously, she put her needle through and through. Her suffering was pitiful; this little one, who a few months ago would have wept for a cut finger, now silently battling with the bitterest agony that can come to a loving woman,--the sense of cruel, unexpected, unmerited desertion. At first Lysbet tried to talk to her; but she soon saw that the effort to answer was beyond Katherine's power, and conversation was abandoned. So for an hour, an hour of speechless sorrow, they sat. The tick of the clock, the purr of the cat, the snap of a breaking thread, alone relieved the tension of silence in which this act of suffering was completed. Its atmosphere was becoming intolerable, like that of a nightmare; and Lysbet was feeling that she must speak and move, and so dissipate it, when there was a loud knock at the front door. Katherine trembled all over. "To-day I cannot bear it, mother. No one can I see. I will go upstairs." Ere the words were finished, Mrs. Gordon's voice was audible. She came into the room laughing, with the smell of fresh violets and the feeling of the brisk wind around her. "Dear madam," she cried, "I entreat you for a favour. I am going to take the air this afternoon: be so good as to let Katherine come with me. For I must tell you that the colonel has orders for Boston, and I may see my charming friend no more after to-day." "Katherine, what say you? Will you go?" "Please, _mijn moeder_." "Make great hast
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