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instinct, and you build up the best womanhood. Drag them apart, and the
child goes to the dogs and the mother to the devil.
"But Polly's baby is safely lodged with Mrs. Pincher, a dear old
grandmotherly soul who will love it like her own, and all the way home I
have been making up my mind to start baby-farming myself on fresh lines.
He who wrongs the child commits a crime against the State. However low a
woman has fallen, she is a subject of the Crown, and if she is a mother
she is the Crown's creditor. These are my first principles, the
application will come anon. Meantime you have given me a new career, a
glorious mission! Thank God and Glory Quayle for it for ever and ever!
Then--who knows?--perhaps you will come back and take it up yourself some
day. When I think of the precious time I spent, in that monastery... but
no, only for that I should not be here.
"Oh, life is wonderful! But I feel afraid that I shall wake up--perhaps
in the streets somewhere--and find I have been dreaming. Deeply grieved
to hear of the grandfather's attack. Trust it has passed. But if not,
certain I am that all is well with him and that he is staid only on God.
"Hope you are well and plodding through this wilderness in comfort,
avoiding the thorns as well as you can. Glenfaba may be dull, but you do
well to keep out of the whirlpool of London for the present. Yours is a
snug spot, and when storms are blowing even the sea-gulls shelter about
your house, I remember... But why Rosa? Is Peel the only place for a
summer holiday?"
IX.
"Glenfaba.
"Oh, my dear John Storm, is it coals of fire you are heaping on my head,
or fire of brimstone? Your last letter with its torrents of enthusiasm
came sweeping down on me like a flood. What work you are in the midst of!
What a life! What a purpose! While I--I am lying here like an old slipper
thrown up oil the sea-beach. Oh, the pity oft, the pity oft! It must be
glorious to be in the rush and swirl of all this splendid effort,
whatever comes of it! One's soul is thrilled, one's heart expands! As for
me, the garden of my mind is withering, and I am consuming the seed I
ought to sow.
"Rosa has come. She has been here a month nearly, and is just charming,
say what you will. Her thoughts have the dash of the great world, and I
love to hear her talk. True, she troubles me sometimes, but that's only
my envy and malice and all uncharitableness. When she tells of Betty-this
and Ellen-that,
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